Trials Results

Seriously, I dun know what happened.. I feel so sad. Someone kept saying that bad results can motivate someone to work harder towards their aim.

But, it doesnt work on me. I feel even worse than before. Last saturday, my mom told me that I cant study overseas. I feel so bad. I motivates me to study hard and get a scholarship.

Results out today, and I feel so helpless. I cant deny that I didnt do my best for it, but I didnt expect it to be like this. It demotivates me somemore. I dont know what to say right now. Study hard? Bullshit! I wanna slp now!!!