now..now..i'm in taylor's lib studying for account test. it is just half an hour from now. how pressuring i am now. now is my break time and i just finished 2 test since 8. this coming weekend is really a hard weekend for me. need to keep thinking how well or how bad i hv done for the exam and how much i got for both of the tests. i know it is useless to regret now. even if i were given another chance to study for my tests, i wont be able to study any better as well. there are too many smart ppl in my class. last tues or wednesday, came another smart gal from johor. she actually got a bnm scholarship. u guys know what is bnm? it is known as bank negara malaysia. do u know how hard and how much hard work u hv to put in in order to get that? sometimes it is about luck as well.. but her result is really good.. if i were to be like her, how proud will my parents be, i wonder.. so now all i can do is to study harder and score better in my coming exam. few days ago, i really feel regretted for signing up A lvls course. but after that, i know i shudnt hv that thinking in my mind right now. i hv decided and i am in A lvls now, there is no turning back for me anymore. i can just go ahead and face all the challenges that are set specially for me. everyone has different challenges waiting for them in the future, no matter is a small one or big one, we still hv to face it. this blog is specially for someone, i hope he/she can face the challenges without fear. ofcoz, to those who do not hv any semangat to cont with their studies or face a serious problem, i hope u can clear all ur doubts be4 thinking a solution to solve it. i'm just crapping here, i dun even know what i'm typing lol.. i just type when i think of smth. sometimes there are a lot of things that i want express out through this blog, but i dun hv time to post it. anyway, i gtg to face my prob now..haha. ACC TEST. let's see how it will be later. wish me luck..or by the time u wish me i already done my test. lol..