My Future >.<

Few weeks ago, I heard of a lame joke, a very lame one.. "I cant see my future..do u know why?? It's because my future is too bright" =.="

Today, I went to NUS talk, NUS stands for National University of Singapore. So we actually need A2 results to apply for it. Unfortunately, our A2 results will only be out on October. At that time, the application deadline is already due. Worst thing is they only have one intake for the whole year.

So the speaker told us that A Levels students have to sit for SAT I and SAT II to meet the minimum requirement of the university. Last time I was not even interested in attending all these talks. But I realised that I have missed out so much. I didnt even have a proper plan for my future, dont know which course I wanna enrol in.

Ignoring the difficulty to enter NUS and my results, I cant even take both SAT I and SAT II now, coz I have AS to catch up with and A2 to study. I feel so helpless. Somemore it's not only 1 subject, but minimum 3 subjects. So it is so impossible to have NUS as one of my choices. But ofcoz, I'll try my best, I promise.

So after the talk, I went to placement centre. I took all the brochures for the possible universities. For UK, I have to submit everything by 12 of August, which is one week from now. Another problem is they need some online payment using credit card which is very dangerous. The coming saturday I must go to taylors to attend the placement day.

Let's hope we are able to find our way.. =)