My Future?

Today I went for editorial board interview. I find it okay. I think i am kinda committed to ECA. Will I enough have time for studies? I hope so. This week, i'm really kinda fully booked. Meetings, extra classes and some stuff. Hectic life? Not really, enjoying it though. It's just that not easy to balance between ECA and studies. The only reason I can support till now is becoz of my mom. I really dont want to see her disappointed look, feel so bad.

But for someone else, he/she might enjoy so much in college, with his/her classmates.

I was actually wondering, how can the guys in my class so sarcastic including jack =.= Maybe all the guys are the same. I hope to chg class so much, sort of suffering in class. You will know why if u were in my class. You cant say my class is hyperactive, I cant think of any words to describe my class also. Now i even hate my class when i got my new maths lecturer =.= She is so so so so irritating. But u know la, old ppl, respect a bit XD.

She is so big difference from MR.LEONG, my fav teacher. Honestly, when I see him, all my worries will disappear, but ofcoz, only for his period lo. For other lessons, I can guarantee that there is at least 10-15 mins used to think bout studies, planning and ECA.

Next, there is this thing keep bothering me. Sigh. I know what it is. But the prob is i dun noe how to solve it. Sigh. This matter keep appearing in my mind every lessons of the day. Even when i'm doing work.. You can see how serious huh.. =( I feel so tired and lend me your shoulder. I wanna be pampered right now >.<