Sigh.. >.<

I just received the letter from the NS departmernt. Now I have to reply to postpone. According to that letter, I am sent to the port dickson. I dont know why, I feel that port dickson is so unsafe.

One of my friends is sent to the camp. Why is everyone who came back from the camp say it's fun and they are willing to go there once again if they are given a chance? Is it really that nice? When i received that letter, I keep sighing. Sigh.

But for those who are going/ attended the NS training, it is easier for them to get a scholarship from the government. Maybe it is a good chance for me, but... sigh.. I have to wry for so many things. =( 3 months u know.. not a short period. But ofcoz, if I were given a choice, I would like to go to the first batch. Even if I postpone, I will make sure I go into the first batch. Sigh...

SO FAN AR!!!!