Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday. What should i do now? I'm not sure whether my mom can reached home in time or not. If she cant, then nothing will happen. But i pity him la. It's like no one is celebrating his birthday with him, except for his friends. Obviously, those elder generation prefers to celebrate birthday with their families, even the younger generation (IF they celebrate birthday). My mom always say she doesnt mind even not celebrating her birthday, dun noe true or not one. I need some ideas on how to give surprise as my mom said my dad actually will be touched. But my mom's idea is like so outdated, as in kolot la..
Second thing comes now, nowadays i'm really stressed up.. I dont know what am i doing. I hope to do more and more things before i step out of my college life. As many as possible. But i cant do any if i continue to be like this. I just done my moral exam, hopefully it pass with flying colours coz i dont really know how to answer the stupid structure. U see ar..straight away after moral exam, i have chemistry test tomorrow. How am i suppose to allow time to study for it? I dont even have enough sleep for days u know. Luckily the test is open book test. Lol. 船到桥头自然直, which is very true.
Next monday will be a very busy day. I have to attend the talk by sharon (if i'm allowed to do so), then have to finish the lab in one period, the other period will be used on teaching as we missed one day of lab. I think we didnt miss any class, but why are we replacing physics class? Usually we are super free during the physics lab hours as my physics teacher is so kind and lenient. It's like we used 45 minutes to finish our experiment, then 15 mins to record and finish the questions. Most of the time we will stay in the lab until 9.30, then chao ady. The earliest we can leave the lab is 9.30. But sometimes we chat till 9.45 only chao one..Lol. He truly understand that we are so tired and exhausted in the early morning of monday. Actually monday's timetable is the most tight of the week. Then after college still have to help out for the calebration thing. I hope i can leave earlier as i have no transport.
Today one of my classmates presented on blogs. So my teacher asked me will i tell my parents bout my blog and allow them to read it? I was thinking, "why not?". There is nothing so secretive here. Actually i hope they will have time to read also. Coz it's not easy for me to say out every single problem i faced in college or in my life to them, or maybe they dun even have the time to listen to me. If they read, at least i feel more comfortable in front of them. Sometimes i just feel like crying in front of them and hug them tightly. I have never tried that >.< I want it so badly. So much to post, but too bad i dun have the time now, have to study for tomorrow tests. Then tomorrow i will forget everything, cant post also. Bad memory.. Sigh

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