A Meaningful Day in My life

It has been a week since i bought my new phone, N85. Nothing new, nothing to be explored etc. Now i want to talk about my life. Suddenly i feel like blogging it. My friend commented that i'm a positive person. I told her sometimes i do think about negative things as well which she cannot see it from me. Maybe i act differently to different people. To strangers, i dont smile, dont joke, dont talk. But at the moment i'm hyper active, nothing can stop me, i do things as i wish. To friends, i act differently. Same goes to my ex-bf.

Before i start my relationship in the late form 4, i was once a very cheerful girl, known as a dimple girl, always non stop laughing. But things tend to change after i have a relationship. One of my friends facing the same problem as well, but his situation is totally different from mine. It is not convenient for me to mention about his stuff in here as this blog is open to all. To friends, i can be super cheerful, can prevent myself from being unhappy, can cheer up myself after that by listening to musics and stuff. When comes to relationships, it is not that easy as u think. It does affect ur studies etc. Last time i dont know why my mom dont encourage us to have a relationship at early age. Now i understand. I feel much better as i cool down and try to put things down. I might not be able to forget the things we have done, problems we have gone through, sweet memories u have given to me that easily. But things seem to work, now i can dont think about him, my mind is clear enough to see what is in front of me. I guess finding the right person to start a right relationship is the most important key to give a success to the relationship.

It is not to say i dont have any feelings for him anymore, but i can treat him as a close friend after all. Maybe he can too, not a tough job for him i guess? Lol. Now i hope to find somewhere which is peaceful enough for me to sleep for some time. College life is so hectic, regardless of the extracurricular activities or academic. ZzZ..Let me have a good sleep..