it's time to update my blog again.. nowadays really SUPER busy. i dun noe what am i busying with but the time just flew away without me realizing AGAIN. waited for weekend for so long and my classmates keep saying long holiday. the fact is extra one day, i didnt know it is called a long holiday -.- let's start with what i have been doing lately. bout 2 weeks ago, i attended student council meeting and joined a few departments. it is meaningful but sad to say that i'm still under probation. is not i care whether i'm under probation or not, and i know i will be able to prove myself to them that i can work hard for it, the matter is that IF i really fail to be a REAL sub committee member, i will be super sad lo. after so many weeks of preparation and hard work, from writing an essay, interview with super nervous mood, introducing in front of so many ppl (smth i dun really like to do when facing strangers). but anyway, it is a good experience, i get to know a lot of ppl in taylors. so today i had a meeting with all the sub committee members, not really all, oni for the environmental department. we had a discussion on organising a camp, known as organic camp, all bout keep in touch with the nature. i guess it will be fun. last time when i use to join a camp or trip, i just know how to enjoy myself and think easy to organise such thing. but now when it's my turn to do work, it's really tough. this weekend will be used to plan things and do survey etc. no time for studies again. it isnt that easy to balance up between academic and club and society. next, last weekend, i joined a camp organised by the eca centre. it was so meaningful, u will truly know what's the meaning of teamwork when playing those games. some ppl might think they really understand the meaning of "teamwork", but actually they dun. if u understand it in a language way, no prob, many of us can understand that. but if u were to ask to understand it by showing out, i guess a lot of us cant do so. got once i went to a talk, they said if u r a good leader, u will always say to ur subordinate "work with me" but not "work for me". can u guys see the difference? it is very true. some ppl think they get a very high post then very proud of it or smth, but they actually need help from others to get smth done. it is not bout an individual, it is bout group work, A TEAM with a good leader! so we stayed there for one night. we actually spent our night with one another until 3 o'clock in the morning. haha. we played heart attack for hours. we started playing bout 12 or smth like that. then bout 2 o'clock, our LAME JOKE KING appeared. it was really lame -.- haha. he has a lot of lame jokes, without stopping, sort of lame joke bank. it was so fun. i wish i could join this kind of camps again. during the genting trip, we were given a talk, on how to be a good leader, lead the others and ourselves. other than that, they showed a video, a handicap person that succeeded in his life with a positive thinking and attitude. that is the way! after watching that video, everyone in the hall emo, seriously. be4 watching the video, the hall is full of noises. after watching, everyone kept quiet. some even cried out, it was really touching, can be treated as a motivation. no one wants to fail in their life, that is the fact. but thr wont be free lunch in the world as well. if u wanna succeed, set a goal and aim it, step forward without fear and DO NOT be a coward. Be a MAN! ( or woman) lol. anyway, i just wanna say the camp was awesome!! all the camp members rox!! although some sad stuff happened, which is so unforgettable. =( next thurs is the day that spm results coming out. omg..i'm so nervous..what shud i do? i know i did badly, but i still cant accept the fact!! i really ..haiz..i dun noe whether i shud skip skul or not also..HELP ME!! three days ago, i joined the world maths day competition. it was fun. i burnt the midnight oil coz of it -.- and i oni had 3 hours slp for that day. but til the other day i was still so awake, didnt yawn at all. maybe that was too exciting. so now it is closed. for those who won, congratz. mostly malaysian won. sadly, i oni got a printed cert =( lastly, i really got to work hard to catch up with my studies ady. i dun wanna experience failing anymore >.< i hv oni one choice which is study hard!!