today i realised something again..haiz..something bad..but anyway..something cheered me up..what is it? lol..i can't say it here..haha..coz i promised someone..and also finally I GOT A YOUNGER BRO! it's different..totally different..it's not the same as b4..something has changed..haiz..will it get back to normal again? something has changed..someone has changed..no actually..suppose to say this is fate..most of the time we can hear ppl saying God is so unfair..in fact..he's fair enough..when we gain something..we lose something as well..to balance it up..somebody might think that they didn't lose anything when they gain something..but actually they do..maybe they lose something indirectly or they dun realise that coz to them not really important..or we shud say it like this..they think what they gained is more important than what they lost..haiz..tired..tired..tired..realised things that i nvr thought b4..coz i thought it's so impossible..but now it seems to be possible..haiz..yesterday i went to buy a new cupboard! HOORAYYY! HAHA! got new cupboard..haiz..