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End of Trials

2010-04-07T09:57:00.003+08:00

Just finished my trials. Guess what? I screwed every paper ! Damn bad. I would say this is the worst exam in my life. I never felt so bad.

I'll definitely work hard for A2. NO MORE PROCRASTINATING ! I was thinking facebook is a matter to it. Once I got home, facebook, after dinner, facebook ( sometimes even dinner with facebook ). WTH?! What is this man?

I wish I have the determination like Ben to quit FB. Haha.. Not too late to realise this right? But it'll be late if I dont correct my mistakes NOW.

I dont know what is happening, but lately I cant access FB website in TAYLOR'S LIBRARY. WHAT WHAT WHAT?? My instinct tells me that they blocked the website becoz of the exam. Am I being too imaginative? BUT i can access it at home & cant in the library? OKAY, IT'S OKAY. For our GOOD..

I dont know what I can do now. Continue studying to improve my weaknesses? BUT i'm seriously exhausted, this morning I couldnt wake up becoz I know i'm having my last paper and it's paper 5 ! SO, I think i'll take a few days break to settle with my uni application and scholarship stuff since i'm on and a half WEEK holiday. U didnt see wrongly, it's week, not month ! I'm just too desperate.. Who doesnt?

Stress to the max !

2010-03-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

Nowadays I'm really stressed up, like seriously.

Know why? I'm forced to take IELTS in one week time, without any preparation because my A2 trials is in 2 weeks time ( less than 2 weeks, technically ) =(

Besides, I'm searching for scholarship up and down, applying for overseas and local universities. I guess i'm having mental breakdown really soon, SOON.

Somemore, I am not prepared for trials yet. What should I do? Sacrifice trials or what? ISHHHHHHHHHH.......!!!!!!! GOGOGO! STUDY !

Hi everyone

2010-03-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

Okay ! I'm back.

Dear readers,

I'm sorry that I wont be able to blog so frequently as I'm kinda busy with my work and nothing much to blog about.

This post is just telling u guys that this blog is active but wont be that active. LOL..

Take care everyone ! God bless~

Dinner

2010-01-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

As u can see from the title, yeah, had dinner with stefi, ka wei and caely.... I met up with stef bout 7 and met up the rest at 8 smth ( it was jam perhaps) =.=

Anyway, let's start with the moment we met up. We walked up and down searching for the right restaurant, ended with TGIF.. LOL.

Hmm....looking at the menu, O.o pricy yea..caely suggested we should leave the restaurant (with a joking tone), but obviously we are not so 38 la right...

So everyone ordered the 2 course meal.. Seriously the food there isnt nice + expensive. I mean not to say not nice, it just not my cup of tea XD. We stayed there till exactly 10..

At first I'm not suppose to join them for supper ( to continue with caely's lame-ness ), but after ka wei buddha can fetch me home, so i joined them.. haha..

But caely has smth to do, so we went back to ka wei's house to wait for caely. At ka wei's house, me and stefi kenakan ka wei's friend, haha, so fun!

OMG..I cant deny that ka wei's bro is DAMN CUTE ! He was so shy @@..

So bout 12, we went to "记得吃". Seriously, the whole is full of rubbish...HAHA..Btw, tonight I had fun. Thx to caely for her lame-ness to create the atmosphere and send me home.

Next time we shall meet again, hang out together, sure got chance, no worries...!!

P/s : I bought "The Cinderella Story" DVD. I'm so gonna watch it tonight =)

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2010-01-01T14:20:00.001+08:00

Onde-onde (Ondeh-ondeh) Recipe

Ingredients: Bahan:

250 g Glutinous Rice Flour 250 g beras Tepung
200 ml Pandan Juice 200 ml Pandan Juice
150 g Gula Melaka (Palm Sugar), finely chopped 150 gram Gula Melaka (Gula Aren), cincang halus
100 g Grated Coconut 100 g Kelapa parut
A Pinch Of Sea Salt A Pinch Of Sea Salt

Method: Kaedah

In a large bowl, combine the glutinous rice flour with Pandan juice and knead lightly. Dalam mangkuk besar, campur tepung beras dengan jus Pandan dan uleni ringan. Pinch a small piece of the dough (about 40 g) and drop it into boiling water. Mencubit sepotong kecil adunan (kira-kira 40 g) dan drop ke dalam air mendidih. When the dough rises up the surface, remove it with a slotted spoon and shake off the excess water. Apabila adunan naik ke atas permukaan, keluarkan dengan sudu dan masukkan dia menghilangkan kelebihan air. Mix it back into the main dough and knead well to form smooth dough. Mix itu kembali ke dalam adonan dan uleni utama baik untuk membentuk adonan halus. Cover the dough and set aside for about 15 minutes. Tutup adonan dan diamkan selama sekitar 15 minit.

Mix the grated coconut with a pinch of salt and steam for about 2 – 3 minutes and let it cool completely. Campur parutan kelapa dengan sedikit garam dan kukus selama sekitar 2 - Hanya 3 minit dan biarkan sejuk sepenuhnya.

Bring a pot of water to boil. Membawa panci air mendidih. Pinch a small piece of dough (about 15 g each) and flatten lightly. Mencubit sepotong kecil adunan (sekitar 15 g masing-masing) dan meratakan ringan. Fill the center of the dough with palm sugar. Isi bahagian tengah adunan dengan gula kelapa. Roll them in your palm to form a smooth ball and cook the glutinous rice balls in the boiling water. Roll mereka di telapak tangan untuk membentuk bola yang halus dan masak nasi ketan dalam air mendidih. When the rice balls float to the surface, remove them with a slotted spoon and shake off the excess water. Ketika nasi mengapung ke permukaan, memadamnya dengan sendok berlubang dan menghilangkan kelebihan air.

Coat the rice balls with grated coconut and serve immediately. Melapisi bola nasi dengan parutan kelapa dan sajikan segera.

Cook's Note: Cook's Note:

To make the Pandan Juice. Membuat Pandan Juice. Blend 10 Pandan leaves with 220 ml water. Blend 10 Pandan daun dengan 220 ml air.

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Trip To Genting

2009-12-10T20:31:00.010+08:00

After exactly 1 year and 9 months, we went genting again... Haha...

This time slightly better, I mean i'm not as scared as I was for the previous time.

So we reached the station bout 8.50 (the bus departs at 9), and we couldnt get the tickets as the bus was full, seriously FULL, whole crowd was waiting to enter the bus.

At first I was thinking maybe random sitting? Haha...BUT there are numbers on the tickets..LOL.. so what for everyone rushing to the bus?

Anyway, so we managed to get the tickets for 10.30 am.

While waiting, we walked to 1u to enjoy the air-cond and have a seat there. There was a booth by parkson, selling christmas stuff, end up I bought a super cute box for my specs.

At first wanted to buy the christmas hat, but didnt do so, tot of buying it before I go home. When I was bout to go home, I realised the hat is no longer there! So BAD =(

Okay, you know what...Genting bus is the only one making me think that Malaysian timing isnt that bad...XD

Btw, we got a lady as the bus driver, I was like, shit!, are we gonna be safe? Coincidentally, another bus to genting was just right beside it, and it was a guy! I wanted to go to the other bus, but too bad, it's not for us.

I'm not looking down at girls k.. I just believe that guys have a better driving skills than girls SOMETIMES. LOL. She was driving so fast and not applying brake (or maybe not enough)whenever she's supposed to..I think the journey took bout 1 hour and 15 mins, the last 15 mins was really scary.

Then, we went to the cable car station, my SECOND TIME ! Haha, I always got to the wrong side of the cable car, I am suppose to face the side where I can see the higher side so that i'm not that scared, but I failed like always. So end up i'm scared LIKE HELL!

First place, OUTDOOR THEMEPARK! We wasted our energy searching for it.. =.= Havent played, but one quarter of our energy had been drained.

Finally, we got to the right way.. The first game was the dangling thing, swinging ard one. I tot it wasnt that scary when I looked at them, end up I screamed like a soh por there =.=

Next game is roller coaster, 2 seats one, dun noe what name for that. I took deep breath, closed my eyes, and SCREAMED! HAHA.. and I was at front seat, so scary weh... 2 person behind was looking at me like WTH .. Aiyo, nth one ma, just scream only ma..

The last game in the outdoor themepark was boating. The boat is so hard to control, I mean at the beginning. It was SO FUN !

At there, I took a few pictures of the 360 degree turn thing. Seriously, I dun noe how ppl tahan that, got a few rides, no one is screaming. They were too scared so they didnt scream or they were totally fine with it? =.=

At first we wanted to go for the pirate ship, but LONG QUEUE..really long.. So we surrendered, coz our legs were dying, no battery ady >.<

Then we walked around and we saw booths for getting those cute soft toy one. Hmmpph, I can say that only a few booths that have really cute soft toys, others is either too ugly, or bad quality. We spent the most on this =.=

1 token = 2 dollars.. EXP right..But this is what u shud expect when u r in genting. We went to this booth, with the cutest soft toy! Like dragonail (whatever the spelling is) in pokemon and I GOT IT ! Although it's a small one, but it's more than enough when it's super cute.

Ofcoz, if there is a bigger one where u can hug it whenever u slp, it's the best thing ever! When we were playing the game, someone was saying "I can just pay u the money and u give me the toy." HAHA... Unlucky-nya...

The game goes like this, u will put ping pong balls into the clown's mouth (a moving head but stick to a fixed position one), the balls will go into different paths, leads to different number. U will get total of six balls. The sum of the scores u got will determine whether u get the toys. For examples, u will only get the prize if u got the number of 6-9, 12-18, 27-28, 31-39 etc. It's hard! Bad description though.

We spent like almost 20 on this game, but luckily we insist on playing this game, otherwise we'll just waste our money for the games that we've lost.

We played a lot of other games, not mentioning it as it's super duper sad case, i'm still wondering whether they cheat =.=

Then we left the outdoor themepark and search for FOOD ! The food there is super exp, i mean if u compare it to PJ area.. They sell 100 plus for 4 bucks !

END UP WITH MCD! It's still not cheap yea...

Looking ard in indoor themepark, it was fun, but i'm too exhausted to play any of it. Most importantly we were running out of time. I wanna go there again and get the biggest toy ! HAHA...The toy is like so gigantic, I guess it will occupy a big space in the cable car if I got it.

That's the end for the genting themeparks.

I'm still on my way to get rid of my fears towards high speed objects and heights. LET'S DO IT ! Once we reached 1u, we realised that OUR PARKING TICKET IS GONE ! So another RM20 gone case. But still, I had my best day since I started A Level course.

Thanks ya!

Stupid Snatch Thief

2009-12-08T12:41:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, pls be aware of snatch thief.

Seriously, I just witnessed 2 stupid indian fella, attacking a maid just outside of her house. OMG OMG..

It just reminded me, 13th of FEBRUARY 2009, I got my phone snatched away by 2 indians/malays.

Okay, back to the story, the maid was at the GATE, suddenly a motor just passed by and snatch whatever is with the maid.

I was thinking when the maid is at outside struggling, the owner of the house is hiding in the house or coming out to help her. *Bubbling up my thoughts* (only if u understand)

Before that, I heard motor engine "BOOM BOOM BOOM", i was thinking delivery service u know..

It's so similar to what I have experienced before this. The snatch thief just making a few rounds around the housing area and search for their victims.

Ytd, my mom told me a car bang into a mall, so ngam bang to the escalator of the mall, 2 gals died BUT the driver didnt die =(

I dont mean the driver should die, it's just that even he was saved from it, he'll be prisoned or sentenced to death right... As well just mati like that..

Why is it so similar to one of the scenes in "The Final Destination 4"?

Are we going to die like them ?! Haha.....JkJk

The world now is really unsafe, EVERYWHERE, ANYTIME & ANYONE !

好心疼，好心痛

2009-12-06T20:18:00.003+08:00

我有说不出的伤痛，有说不出的烦恼。

希望有你的支持与体谅，但你不明白。

不说不代表没有发生过。

听音乐抒解伤痛，但越听越心疼。

我的快乐已渐渐离我远去，幸福也不知所终。

好想回到从前，什么都没有，只有脸带笑容的我，与一丝丝幸福。

你问我“还好吗？”，我也只能回答你说“心碎了，人也没希望了。”

我找你找得好辛苦，你究竟去了哪里啊，我的快乐？

Last Day of School !

2009-12-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Now, I declared the holiday has started and it will be fun !

BUT, my lecturers have given us plenty of tutorials, projects and assignments.

Damn, I'm super stressed up, and am addicted to shopping. =( Money running out, but my semangat on shopping still exist.

When is it going off? I should have followed my plan before shopping =(

How? How? How?

Btw, today I stayed back for correction of my UCAS application. Sadly, quite a lot of things to edit.

My holiday is full of this kind of things, but I have no choice.

Next year, I have a few things to do as well. hopefully I remember what is it.

Let's start with my holiday work NOW ! No more procrastinating..!!

3 Hours of Meeting

2009-11-27T18:05:00.003+08:00

Today I went for the leo forum meeting. To me, it was a little fun as Lion Alan cheered us up. I mean it wasnt a dull one, u get what i mean... Usually a meeting would be dull, that is also why I have been attending so many RCC meetings without feeling bored.

Tmr i'm going out for movie and karaoke ! haha... BTW, everyone is saying new moon sucks! But twilight was a success, how can this happen?

Sigh...Not in the mood to blog now...Plenty of hw to be done =( BYE!

Port Dickson Trip

2009-11-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

Okay, one of my friends, he's organizing this trip to Port Dickson.

Who is interested pls let me know, then i'll let him know... Haha...Everyone is welcomed...

So here is some of the information bout the trip :

Date: 5th - 6th of december 2009

Price : RM135

Departing from MMU, cyberjaya

Time : 6.30 am

It's fun, there will be a BBQ party, meals provided, and u can meet new friends! =)

Last Day of Exam = Celebration in Sunway Pyramid

2009-11-20T18:37:00.007+08:00

U see, two person can still have fun when shopping and karaoke! Even fun than in a gang! I mean like at least we dun fight for mics ..LOL..

XD ..U know what i mean, shi kay !

Had fun even in the toilet ... XD

Btw, i spent so much in sp today ! Seriously, SO MUCH ! So i hid everything that i bought in my room once i got home, haha......If mom get to see those things, i'm dead.. SO DEAD !

Oh ya , wait wait, i go take pictures of the things i bought today first...haha.... BRB !

Okay, i'm back..will post the pictures later...

So today our plan was go karaoke once we step into Pyramid, BUT, most shops havent opened ! Gosh, we reached there like so early. So we walked for while before going there.

OKAY.. so when we reached redbox, they said that we didnt book it, so we can only sing till 1pm (it was 11.20 at that time). Also becoz of we were so damn EARLY, we have only 5 choices for our lunch or whatesoever. HAHA..but we only spent 11.50 per person..

Lunch time

My favourites in Dragon-I

Now comes the most exciting part.. After lunch, which was bout 2.15 pm, we went SHOPPING ! I guess I was the only one who REALLY did shopping ! LOL.. And this is also the part where i spent most of my money on.

AAAAARHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I spent most of my money on the thing (shi kay, u know what is it too), the sales girl was looking at me for being so crazy >.<

I'm going to shop for clothes tmr...hehe... More on sunday if i have time... That's how i spent so much money... Finally, we had a break in starbucks... My leg was so pain !! That's the end of our day =)

Mocha for the day ! Best =)

Bad News

2009-11-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

Stefi just reminded me that I have to blog bout this... Mengungkit my sadness only >.<

I'm not shifting already !

Nvm la, i'm still going on with my plans, no worries..!!

^.^

2009-11-16T23:12:00.004+08:00

Sorry sorry, last post for the day, a very very very short one...........

I'm shifting soon, so my friends dun simply go to my old house then knock the door for one whole day, no one is going answer XD

I'm going to decorate my new room ! Give some ideas on that k? I'm putting more soft toys on my bed so that i hug them when i slp. I will also buy more cute cute stuff to decorate my room... hehe.... Come and have a visit =)

That's it !

Sunway Pyramid

2009-11-16T22:44:00.004+08:00

OMG, i realised that I have not been posting since September, no wonder my blog is like so EMPTY !

But my blog is back to normal ! hehe.............

So today after physics paper 2, i went sunway pyramid with my friends. We were so crazy...haha...u know what I mean .......

But anyway, we watched 2012. Dun noe why, I find the movie kinda scary =X Whatever. I shall not say it here, as some ppl have not watched it.. But do watch the movie and enjoy it.

I'm going to enjoy my day tmr! haha....shall show u guys my "zhan li ping" tmr =P

AS Finals

2009-11-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

Finally, I have reached the last paper........AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!! It's gonna over, now i'm considering re-taking the paper.

Should I or shouldnt I?

Sigh... What a bad decision? I shud have studied harder instead of thinking this right now =(

So today's physics paper 2 was killing me ! What the hell??!! It seems easy, but it is tricky to the max ! Somehow it's hard. So after the exam, i realised i did left a lot of blanks and did stupid mistakes.

But anyway, nth that I can do, just hope the results arent that bad. ARRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Last paper, Last paper, Last paper !! I AM GOING TO DO BETTER FOR THIS LAST PAPER ! For other papers, hopefully it's fine (although it wasnt that good) =(

I shall update bout the overall AS exam after i have finished the last paper.... BE IT !

First Day of School

2009-09-28T15:52:00.002+08:00

Got back results today. Do u know what's the advantage of having all subjects lesson in a day? So that we can get back all the results!!

Our chemistry lecturer welcome us back by giving us a practical test, first lesson of the first day of school.

But none of us actually treat it like a test.. Most of my classmates were walking around asking questions and how to do it. Didnt manage of finish it btw. 3 questions in 1 and a half hour.

Not just conducting the experiment k.. The experiments are full of calculations and as for Q & A questions, u need to conduct so many tests to identify the anions and cations present.

After seeing my results, I was seriously so speechless. Thinking skills paper 1 is the worst of all.

I'm now making a decision whether to or not. Does anyone of u know what am i talking bout here? Obviously u dont...

U will know after I have decided on that.. See ya..

Trials Results

2009-09-23T19:50:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I dun know what happened.. I feel so sad. Someone kept saying that bad results can motivate someone to work harder towards their aim.

But, it doesnt work on me. I feel even worse than before. Last saturday, my mom told me that I cant study overseas. I feel so bad. I motivates me to study hard and get a scholarship.

Results out today, and I feel so helpless. I cant deny that I didnt do my best for it, but I didnt expect it to be like this. It demotivates me somemore. I dont know what to say right now. Study hard? Bullshit! I wanna slp now!!!

Wedding Dinner

2009-09-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

For those who know me well, they should that I dont eat seafood except for fish.

So, my mom kept repeating that I must try even that I dont eat. Coz i'm those like never try, never eat.

So everytime I go for a buffet, comfirmed rugi business lo.. BUT for today, I ate everything that was served on the table. LOL.

For example, I ate the first and second prawn of my life, scallop, shark fins, "hou si".

I'm quite sure that I wont like to eat prawn, becoz it is so HARD to peel off their skin.

Last time, my mom also dont like to eat prawns unless someone peel off the skin for her, which is my dad. How sweet ?? =)

So the bridegroom and bride today..eerr..not to say they are secocok, but their skin colour really padan until cant padan anymore..LOL.

I heard some stories bout them, but I will still hope they can overcome the small matter and go on with it.

The wedding dinner was very grand, i saw a lot of bao qing tian (face super red one).

So tiring.!! At first, I have to go for open house, but becoz my mom was too tired, so we didnt go there.

Heard they got RM100 over for angpau... =( LOL.. I'm not so money-minded btw.

But luckily I didnt go there also, or else I wont be able to finish half of the mind map in the afternoon. GOOD JOB MIN MIN ! I have been delaying this since mid term.

Happy ^_^

2009-09-17T20:46:00.005+08:00

Just a few seconds ago, someone came to give me smth, smth VERY VERY SPECIAL !!

Seriously, very nice.. Thanks ya =)

I <3 U

My Luckiest Day ( According to facebook )

2009-09-17T19:55:00.018+08:00

I had half of my luckiest day in the library. But to me, seriously, was an unlucky day.

My day in the library. My books =) It was so windy.

Was enjoying the music

Camwhoring outside the cafe =)

My books. This shows i'm hardworking XD

So hungry >.<>

I was thirsty too >.<>

Reflection. If u see clearly, MAGGI !!
All ur fault !!

University of Cambridge & Oxford

2009-09-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

When u see the title, u might be surprised.

Based on my results, it is impossible to apply for those 2 universities.

Although I know the fact, but as usual, I still dream for it.

Trial's results will be out soon, on the 24th. Hope it will be fine. I cant say that I did my very best, but, I was so much more hardworking than I was in semester 1.

Let's pray hard >.< Namoamitofuo..

10th of September 2009 ^.^

2009-09-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Am so satisfied today.. ^.^

Do u know why?? I received a present, smth that I dreamt for so long.

Okay, let me start off our date with the movie named "The final destination". OMG.. it is so violent.. 18 PL. At first, I didnt know bout it..

The most embarrassing part would be I screamed during the movie =.= I didnt expect that also, but luckily no one was looking at me.. They were afraid as well i suppose?? HAHA..

The movie was torturing me, wanna watch it, but kept covering my eyes coz too scary.. =.=

After that, we went to arcade, we had fun there.. HAHA.. I won two racing game XD There's another game, dun noe what's the name for it.. I won so many game le, so happy!!!

Next, we went for dinner. Dont think it's nth special bout dinner k.. It's so special to me..=) So happy o !!

It's a perfect day..

Last Day Of Exam

2009-09-10T14:48:00.003+08:00

Finished my maths paper 1 early in the morning (not that early, but it's early for those slping pig). P/s : Paper 1 is not objective >.<

Anyway, after that, my chem lecturer asked the whole class to gather in 3.13 room (if u are a taylorian), Guess what she said?? So, she said your assignment for the holiday will be at least 80% of the past year paper..

Earlier on, other lecturers also said that we must finish all of our past year papers when we are back from holidays, they will check one by one.

Starting of semester 2, our class got a new physics lecturer, he asked us to finish up all the past year papers, one week one year, which means one week 4 papers.. Dont think it's easy k, other hw is not included.

I know the 2 weeks "holiday" isnt a holiday for us, especially WOON MIN MIN, but I thought of spending it in the way I want, not the way set by lecturers.

So the conclusion is , I will finish all those past year papers in 3 days time, others to study.. OBVIOUSLY my shopping plan is included !! Otherwise I'm seriously dead.

I never expect my chem lecturer will purposely arrange a meeting for it. BUT, it is not only bout that, she said that our class did a lot of careless mistakes for chem paper 2!!! She commented that paper 1 and pratical exam overall quite okay..

As u can see/read, she's a very good + dedicated lecturer, always giving us extra classes >.<

TAKE NOTE of it, coz my mom said it's impossible u cant score when u actually like that subject. But i'm working so hard proving to her that I LOVE CHEMISTRY !! But actually I love Biology as well, made the wrong decision for choosing accounting, so dead =( I wonder can i retake biology in Uni stage.

I'm still thinking Ms.Lee (my chemistry lecturer) 's okay is it our okay as well??

Seriously, i'm very worried. She said she's gonna kill us =(, but she didnt =) LOL..

Today is the 10th of September!!

Actually I'm still waiting for something special, hope I wont get disappointed. I'm someone will get satisfied very easily k.......

Tired but happy

2009-09-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

Today i'm seriously very not well. Tmr i'm having accounting exam, the worst subject of mine. Although I have studied for it, I'm still quite worried that I cant score.

My lecturer said accounting is quite impossible to fail, but it's hard to score as well. So today I went out to study ( I can never study at home becoz of my TOO comfortable bed+pillow and tv), I was so ill until I cant study, stayed there looking at others.

I realised that kids nowadays are really demanding and their parents dare not even scold them, in fact, the kids scolded their parents =.= So not logical.

Anyway, back to the topic. SO..so..SO.. I was not well.. Then someone came to support me, make me hyper again. =D Few days ago, I received a present which i really like it XD. Something that requires a lot of energy, semangat and time consuming. It is also something priceless..

So yeah, that's for now.. I will blog again the day I finish my exam, which is also our special day.. <3

Angsanians 07/08 (Some say 05/06/07/08) =p

2009-08-22T23:33:00.005+08:00

We were once apart.. And now, the Angsanians reunite !!

Here comes a few photos of the Angsanians !!

It was so fun.. Camwhoring session..Dinner, Chit chatting etc.. Ben was late, so he missed the photo session.. We shall organize more of this kind of gathering.. Anyway..more photos to come..

Comments from classmates bout the following ppl :

Yuen Yang = U changed a lot ( from shi yun)

Cheng Ze = U looked like u just woke up =.= ( from shi yun)

Weng Hoe = U look nicer without ur 60's hair and look so much better with ur current and the past hairstyles ( from cheng ze, min min ) , luckily u didnt let me see ur 60's hairstyle ( from zi qian)

Zu Wen = U slim down so much with the S shape ( from zi qian)

Shi Yun = This is Shi Yun, wearing the shoe ( from shu yi, melody)(orange colour with flowers, but i dun get what she means)

Benjamin = Eat more, u are so skinny ! ( from shu yi and michelle)

After dinner, we went pool and also arcade.. Dai kor was playing pool and he lost XD. Zhen Ming won two games against Weng Hoe. Then, the guys and zi qian and rachael went racing. As in the racing car machine. For the first game, Weng hoe first, Zu Wen second, the rest saya tak tau.. Anyway, me and Cheng Ze went to play bear.. Haha.. So exciting..

Overall, it's very very fun.. Stay tune in facebook, much more photos to come..

4th National Mathematics Competition 09'

2009-08-15T09:45:00.002+08:00

As u can see from the title, so yeah..

I am now in UTAR sitting for the National Mathematics Competition 09'.

I have seen the trial questions and attempt to it. So what u guys think? It's pretty hard..i should say difficulty : 10 ( difficulty increases as numbering increases).

That is for part A. I hope not too tough for part B, or else i am really wasting my money. Not to say waste, but I hope I can have fun here. Something with difficulty 10, I bet u cant imagine..

Starting soon i guess.. So i will post again after I have done it.. !! I will do it and I believe I can do it ! See ya !

How To Improve Ur Memory (Specially For U)

2009-08-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

Convince yourself that you do have a good memory that will improve.

Too many people get stuck here and convince themselves that their memory is bad, that they are just not good with names, that numbers just slip out of their minds for some reason. Erase those thoughts and vow to improve your memory. Commit yourself to the task and bask in your achievements -- it's hard to keep motivated if you beat yourself down every time you make a little bit of progress.

Exercise your brain.

Regularly “exercising" the brain keeps it growing and spurs the development of new nerve connections that can help improve memory. By developing new mental skills—especially complex ones such as learning a new language or learning to play a new musical instrument—and challenging your brain with puzzles and games you can keep your brain active and improve its physiological functioning. Try some puzzle exercises everyday such as word cross, sudoku and some other games as easy to put into your mobile phone and practise it maybe once for 30 minutes per day.

Exercise daily.

Regular aerobic exercise improves circulation and efficiency throughout the body, including in the brain, and can help ward off the memory loss that comes with aging. Exercise also makes you more alert and relaxed, and can thereby improve your memory uptake, allowing you to take better mental “pictures."

Reduce stress.

Chronic stress, although it does not physically damage the brain, can make remembering much more difficult. After prolonged stress the brain will be damaged. Stressful situations are recognized by the hypothalamus, which in turn signals the pituitary gland. The pituitary gland secreted adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH)which influences the adrenal glands to secrete adrenaline and later cortisol(corticosteroids). The corticosteroids can weaken the blood-brain barrier and damage the hippocampus(the memory center). Ironically, the hippocampus controls the secretion of the hormone released by the hypothalamus through a process of negative feedback. After chronic stress it will be damaged and it will not be as efficient in regulating the degenerative corticosteroids and memory will be harmed. Neurogenesis (formation of new neurons) indeed exists in the hippocampus but stress inhibits it. To recapitulate and synthesis, chronic stress will affect your health and your memory, it will damage the brain so the best option is to learn to control stress. Stress will never be eliminated, but it definitely can be controlled. [http://ezinearticles.com/?How-Stress-Effects-Neurotransmitters&id=19510]Even temporary stresses can make it more difficult to effectively focus on concepts and observe things. Try to relax, regularly practice yoga or other stretching exercises, and see a doctor if you have severe chronic stress as soon as possible.

Eat well and eat right.

There are a lot of herbal supplements on the market that claim to improve memory, but none have yet been shown to be effective in clinical tests (although small studies have shown some promising results for ginkgo biloba and phosphatidylserine). A healthy diet, however, contributes to a healthy brain, and foods containing antioxidants—broccoli, blueberries, spinach, and berries, for example—and Omega-3 fatty acids appear to promote healthy brain functioning. Feed your brain with such supplements as Thiamine, Vitamin E, Niacin and Vitamin B-6. Grazing, eating 5 or 6 small meals throughout the day instead of 3 large meals, also seems to improve mental functioning (including memory) by limiting dips in blood sugar, which may negatively affect the brain.

Take better pictures.

Often we forget things not because our memory is bad, but rather because our observational skills need work. One common situation where this occurs (and which almost everyone can relate to) is meeting new people. Often we don’t really learn people’s names at first because we aren’t really concentrating on remembering them. You’ll find that if you make a conscious effort to remember such things, you’ll do much better. One way to train yourself to be more observant is to look at an unfamiliar photograph for a few seconds and then turn the photograph over and describe or write down as many details as you can about the photograph. Try closing your eyes and picturing the photo in your mind. Use a new photograph each time you try this exercise, and with regular practice you will find you’re able to remember more details with even shorter glimpses of the photos.

Give yourself time to form a memory.

Memories are very fragile in the short-term, and distractions can make you quickly forget something as simple as a phone number. The key to avoid losing memories before you can even form them is to be able to focus on the thing to be remembered for a while without thinking about other things, so when you’re trying to remember something, avoid distractions and complicated tasks for a few minutes.

Create vivid, memorable images.

You remember information more easily if you can visualize it. If you want to associate a child with a book, try not to visualize the child reading the book – that's too simple and forgettable. Instead, come up with something more jarring, something that sticks, like the book chasing the child, or the child eating the book. It's your mind – make the images as shocking and emotional as possible to keep the associations strong.

Repeat things you need to learn.

The more times you hear, see, or think about something, the more surely you’ll remember it, right? It’s a no-brainer. When you want to remember something, be it your new coworker’s name or your best friend's birthday, repeat it, either out loud or silently. Try writing it down; think about it.

Group things you need to remember.

Random lists of things (a shopping list, for example) can be especially difficult to remember. To make it easier, try categorizing the individual things from the list. If you can remember that, among other things, you wanted to buy four different kinds of vegetables, you’ll find it easier to remember all four.

Organize your life.

Keep items that you frequently need, such as keys and eyeglasses, in the same place every time. Use an electronic organizer or daily planner to keep track of appointments, due dates for bills, and other tasks. Keep phone numbers and addresses in an address book or enter them into your computer or cell phone. Improved organization can help free up your powers of concentration so that you can remember less routine things. Even if being organized doesn’t improve your memory, you’ll receive a lot of the same benefits (i.e. you won’t have to search for your keys anymore).

Try meditation.

Research now suggests that people who regularly practice "mindfulness" meditation are able to focus better and may have better memories. Mindfulness (also known as awareness or insight meditation) is the type commonly practiced in Western countries and is easy to learn. Studies at Massachusetts General Hospital show that regular meditation thickens the cerebral cortex in the brain by increasing the blood flow to that region. Some researchers believe this can enhance attention span, focus, and memory.

Sleep well.

The amount of sleep we get affects the brain's ability to recall recently learned information. Getting a good night's sleep – a minimum of seven hours a night – may improve your short-term memory and long-term relational memory, according to recent studies conducted at the Harvard Medical School.

Build your memorization arsenal.

Learn pegs, memory palaces, and the Dominic System. These techniques form the foundation for mnemonic techniques, and will visibly improve your memory.

Venture out and learn from your mistakes.

Go ahead and take a stab at memorizing the first one hundred digits of pi, or, if you've done that already, the first one thousand. Memorize the monarchs of England through your memory palaces, or your grocery list through visualization. Through diligent effort you will eventually master the art of memorization.

Hectic Weekend

2009-08-09T12:35:00.003+08:00

Friday should be very relaxing.. For my classmates, they were so relaxing!! Coz both of the extra classes cancelled.. Besides, we have test on accounting period, so no need to study, even better..

After all the classes, there are 3 workshops conducting at the same time, 1 cambridge talk at the same time too ! At first wanted to go for the accounting workshop, then go to the cambrige talk. My plan changed as yin shan was sick, and the event which was suppose to go on facing some probs..So I stayed there.. Conclusion is a lot of things happened and a lot to solve.. Okay..I'm fine with that la.. coz it's part of my job also..

After that, I have meeting from 5 to 9.30.. Can u imagine that?? Somemore I had my lunch at 11, then my dinner at 10!! Super gastric man.. Irregular time making my gastric even worse.. Besides, that's not an ordinary meeting.. from 7.30 to 9.30 we have to arrange table in SU school.. Energy consuming, "eating" up my energy.. So I only get to slp at 1 after making sure of everything.. There is another factor which makes me so exhausted..

Saturday, I woke up at 6, then reach SU at 7 smth.. The CLD event is on Saturday 8/8/2009.. During the event, I was so hungry as I dun eat breakfast.. Those energy consuming activities, I'm so sorry, I didnt join.. Let the guys do it..

Things went quite smoothly, and I took a lot of pictures of it. I took the test, hopefully I will pass ya..

So all the three events end ard 5 smth.. Again, the guys have to arrange back the tables and chairs, the gals clear up everything.. So tiring. =( After that, we are suppose to have post-mortem, but everyone was too tired.

We went for dinner at 7 smth. As everyone was exhausted, we didnt talk much.. The funniest thing was we did 5 projects in a day..WAHAHAHA.. The committees know what is going on yeah... So we went home at 9.30.. My god, super exhausted..

Slept at 10 smth, woke up at 11.45.. So geng...

My Future >.<

2009-08-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

Few weeks ago, I heard of a lame joke, a very lame one.. "I cant see my future..do u know why?? It's because my future is too bright" =.="

Today, I went to NUS talk, NUS stands for National University of Singapore. So we actually need A2 results to apply for it. Unfortunately, our A2 results will only be out on October. At that time, the application deadline is already due. Worst thing is they only have one intake for the whole year.

So the speaker told us that A Levels students have to sit for SAT I and SAT II to meet the minimum requirement of the university. Last time I was not even interested in attending all these talks. But I realised that I have missed out so much. I didnt even have a proper plan for my future, dont know which course I wanna enrol in.

Ignoring the difficulty to enter NUS and my results, I cant even take both SAT I and SAT II now, coz I have AS to catch up with and A2 to study. I feel so helpless. Somemore it's not only 1 subject, but minimum 3 subjects. So it is so impossible to have NUS as one of my choices. But ofcoz, I'll try my best, I promise.

So after the talk, I went to placement centre. I took all the brochures for the possible universities. For UK, I have to submit everything by 12 of August, which is one week from now. Another problem is they need some online payment using credit card which is very dangerous. The coming saturday I must go to taylors to attend the placement day.

Let's hope we are able to find our way.. =)

31st of July

2009-08-01T11:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a very special day.. We had a great time. Sometimes I really think I have lots of ideas...Haha.. Creative ones..

Anyway, in the morning, the things werent going smoothly.. Coz smth has happened making me quite disappointed. I hope this can be changed as time goes by. I believe u can do it =) Next thing is a bit of conflict in the afternoon, but solved after that.

So now come to the main point. I tried my best to get all the things back to track.. But the worst thing is my phone was OUT OF BATTERY!! So i couldnt contact those ppl and inform them bout the changes of the "plan". But anyway..the phone lasted for 10 mins..

Then everything was going well.. We were able to surprise him in a way that he didnt realise that.. HAHA.. Maybe hecause one of our friends changed a lot.. Couldnt recognise him. WE had fun.. We were suppose to leave by 5.30, but end up 6.15 only leave..

I hope he is satisfied with everything I have planned for him =)

By the way, it wasnt really a good day for me.. Once i got home, kena nagged ady.. Coz my cupboard was suppose to be cleared to fit my new cupboard in my room. But thurs night I was too tired and yesterday I dont have time to arrange.

OK.. Next, yesterday was charity sales day. So a lot of things was sold in taylors. I spent 60 over. The things i bought really nice. There was one tentacles (soft toy) so cute!! But too exp lo.. I mean like if the soft toy is bigger then worth it lo. But too bad.. It's so small.. and for RM25..

But overall ytd was great!!

FiRsT Tim3

2009-07-23T15:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I just nagged by my mom saying..."U got so many ECA, how much time left for ur studies??" It's true, I have plenty of ECA work to be done.

Every weekend non stop meeting.. Seriously non stop one..OK LA.. I'm the one who likes to participate in all those things. No doubt..It is very fun yet stressful. It's like ppl will say u "lo fu lei san".

So yeah..last tuesday we (my family) are suppose to celebrate my grandfather's bday in kl.. But then, i didnt go.. Honestly, i feel so bad, one year once also i cant make it.. Anyway, I guess he wont be mad at me since I have a strong reason.

Alamak..back to the main topic.. SO.. my mom was like quite "mad", coz usually she will just nag.. But ytd i can see she's very serious bout it.. Ofcoz wert spent 30k for one course, somemore 1 and a half year only, what do u expect?? 5A's la !!

When she asked me, "Have u thought of what ur mentor told u on the PTD day??" I was like, WHAT?? I know what she was trying to hint me bout. But it is impossible... Probablity = 0 !!

Sigh.. No one believes that I can do it.. Maybe my results wasnt convincing.. Trying so hard to overcome this prob..

No matter what, I wont give up on my current lifestyle !! So now, my next target would be attending motivation talk by leaders club.

Get some motivation and excel !!

Where is my destination??

2009-07-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

Actually this post has nth to do with the title =.= Just simply tembak one..

Today is really an unlucky day.. Maybe i'm really tired.. I fell asleep in the bus, and missed my hse's station..

End up, I have to walk from bp till my hse (if u know whr is the location).. Not to say far, not to say near too..

I think i'm really exhausted.. Need a long rest to recharge my battery.. =(

Accounting Test on 17/7

2009-07-17T13:54:00.003+08:00

Just finished my accounting test.. I have bout 10 mins to post this coz i'm rushing to a meeting. So yeah..I'm quite satisfied with my results.. I got 12/15..

This test got 2 parts, which is part A and part B. I got full marks for part A, 0 for part B..

I attempted that question, but I really dun rmb teacher teaching this method in class.. Maybe I wasnt paying attention I guess..

So I was really proud of myself.. You know why..Coz when teacher is marking the paper, everyone busy going ard to check answer and CHANGE their answer.. So pathetic.. But I pass it up straight away..good girl le..haha..

Quiz By Facebook..

2009-07-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

What is the first alphabets of the one who loves u...??

And I got..

Hectic Week + Poor Memory = ?? ( Some unknown stress)

2009-07-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

So yeah..I like to form equations.. Everything can be solved or simplified by forming equations.. (By MR Leong) XD. Memory, I was wondering how can I improve on my memory.

That day, linda asked me to prepare the minutes for the previous meeting, I was so excited.. If u know me well, I love to do paper work !! But then, I kept forgetting bout it. Whenever I remember bout it, I was too busy for it. Sigh. Till now, the minutes still not done.

I feel so bad.. =(

Nowadays i'm really stressed up, especially with the weekly assignments and stack of tutorials. If u realize, I have been posting bout stress and tutorials for so long. I almost gone crazy, seriously..

But luckily, I found smth that can make me feel a LITTLE bit better. Can u guess what is it? It's AUDITION-SEA!! It's kinda hard, depends on the RATE OF REACTION of your fingers..haha.. AS is coming.. Let's do it!! Meanwhile, I will play pool to release some stress too..

Semester 2 = hell + hell + hell

2009-07-12T11:44:00.002+08:00

My goodness..I am so busy + busy + busy.. So alamak stressed up =.= Sigh..stressed till dont know what to type now. I want to play pool..seriously, i got so addicted. Maybe pool can give me some sort of satisfaction which I can never get from ECA or from studies. I am now wondering how can I catch up with my studies when I have plenty of ECA events to be handled or conducted. But as usual, I believe I CAN do it and I WILL do it.

Non stop bleeding

2009-07-11T10:47:00.003+08:00

Today I realized I have been treated like a fool. A lie to cover another. Promises which have been made are just illusion. A deep cut through my heart. Bleeding like hell. Sigh. No other way to recover than the way i'm thinking right now. LIES! Got fed up ady..

10th of July (Memorable Day for 2008)

2009-07-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

Sigh..These days my mood is like swinging--ing---ing..

Up, down, Up, down..

So tiring. Last time I watched a show, it was used to test how much u trust a person. So it was like this.

A couple, they were asked to stand by the road side. Then the girl is blind folded, her hand was handed to her bf. The guy was asked to lead the girl to cross the road. So the girl wont know whether it is red light or green light. But this girl, she actually took off her hand from the guy when she heard the "hon". The "hon" was actually from the opposite road. This shows that the girl do not have enough trust on that guy.

I was thinking bout this example these days. Time can really "wash away" everything.

ZzZ So sleepy right now, after 2 meetings and 1 extra class for the day, excluding one meeting which I didnt attend for today.

My Future?

2009-07-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

Today I went for editorial board interview. I find it okay. I think i am kinda committed to ECA. Will I enough have time for studies? I hope so. This week, i'm really kinda fully booked. Meetings, extra classes and some stuff. Hectic life? Not really, enjoying it though. It's just that not easy to balance between ECA and studies. The only reason I can support till now is becoz of my mom. I really dont want to see her disappointed look, feel so bad.

But for someone else, he/she might enjoy so much in college, with his/her classmates.

I was actually wondering, how can the guys in my class so sarcastic including jack =.= Maybe all the guys are the same. I hope to chg class so much, sort of suffering in class. You will know why if u were in my class. You cant say my class is hyperactive, I cant think of any words to describe my class also. Now i even hate my class when i got my new maths lecturer =.= She is so so so so irritating. But u know la, old ppl, respect a bit XD.

She is so big difference from MR.LEONG, my fav teacher. Honestly, when I see him, all my worries will disappear, but ofcoz, only for his period lo. For other lessons, I can guarantee that there is at least 10-15 mins used to think bout studies, planning and ECA.

Next, there is this thing keep bothering me. Sigh. I know what it is. But the prob is i dun noe how to solve it. Sigh. This matter keep appearing in my mind every lessons of the day. Even when i'm doing work.. You can see how serious huh.. =( I feel so tired and lend me your shoulder. I wanna be pampered right now >.<

Parents Teachers Day

2009-07-04T11:26:00.003+08:00

Today is the parents teachers day. I am now in the library typing all this. My mom has gone home, i'm staying here coz i have meeting later on. Luckily nothing has happened, or else i am so dead when i reached home later. But i can feel the sense of disappoitment in my mom.

The first lecturer that my mom wanted to meet was Ms.Stephanie, which is my accounting teacher (my worst subject also). Ms Stephanie told my mom that she was very surprise when she was marking my paper. She said she didnt expect such results from me. You know what's her reasons? She said, because i did ALL of my homework, focus in class, ask questions, so i shouldnt have gotten such results. I was kinda shocked to hear that too. She even said that maybe becoz accounting is new to me, and we were kinda rushing, so i didnt score that well. It was kinda surprise that she didnt comment bad bout me, i mean a little la.. LOL. So after all the bla bla thing which the parents will usually ask, my mom suddenly pop out a question asking bout my concentration in class. So what Ms.Stephanie said was "she wasnt really focusing for the first few months, but it has changed to better after that". Guess what, i was so shocked for that answer, but ofcoz i know why is it like that. I wonder the 3 noisy gals, what will teacher comment bout them. The second reason would be last time we used to have lectures in the lecture halls, but now all in classrooms, so obviously concentration can be easily reached since it is not so noisy or not in a "pasar malam" anymore. So Ms Stephanie showed my mom my results for all the tests, and all for the exam. I was so far away from the average of the class, which is 53. Must be jack la, pulling up the average.

Next, we went to see Ms Chong, she advised me to cut down on ECA activities, focus more on studies. Second option is take only 3 subjects. Both options also impossible for me. I will neither take 3 subjects nor cut down on my ECA. But to her, she said i have a lot of ECA. But ECA is to brighten up our life. Without any of it, my life is meaningless >.<>So next is Mr Ananthan, Mr Leong was sitting right beside him. At that time, Mr Leong wasnt chatting with any parents, sitting there alone, kinda lonely, but his smile is still on his face all the time. SO CUTE!! So Mr Ananthan says that i am at B standard (which i dun noe why), if i put more effort on it, i will score an A. He showed tests results to my mom. My tests all not that bad huh.. Lowest 73..haha.. Mr Leong and Mr Ananthan are both good physics teacher. If u got them as ur physics lectrer, u r lucky enough. Mr Ananthan say that i wasnt focusing well, but i focus very well in his class ! He said i always ask him questions also. Next thing he said was i'm kinda talkative in class.. Haha.. Contradicts to Ms. Chong's one. My mom asked him, talkative to lecturers or students. Mr Ananthan answered "both" =.= HAHA..

Next, we went to Mr Tan. Nothing much bout him la. He's a bit funny though. When my mom first sat down, his first sentence that came out from his mouth was what u want to know bout Min Min? Haha.. My mom was expecting him to tell her everything, not expecting him to ask her questions. So my mom answered, "everything bout Min Min". The conversation was kinda short. But it was lengthened by Mrs Lai, she asked me which topics i'm weak at, and wanted to arrange time for me. Mr Tan didnt comment much, he just said that i'm very hardworking, ask him questions after class, do all the homework and stuff lo. He said if i put more effort, more prob for me. That is the MUST sentence for the lecturers to tell the parents.

The last lecturer is Ms Lee. No doubt that Ms Lee is a very committed lecturer. Whoever got her as chem lecturer, is a good thing for them. The first questions that she asked was when did u start studying? I told her i didnt slp the day before exam just to study. I answered hers few days before exam. I told her that i wanted to start earlier, but everytime when i want to start, i will tell myself that there are still few more days before exams starts, so no need to study so early. Next question was what time u usually slp, i answered after 1. She said i shouldnt slp so late and etc. So she start showing my exam papers to my mom, she commented that i'm weak in memorizing, so all those definitions i dont get marks, no prob for calculations. Then my mom starts saying my memory is really poor. Ofcoz, only on certain things i'm good in memorizing. My mom said must buy ginko for me =.=

You know what happened on thurs night? My mom actually prepared tong sui for me la, so she asked to drink it and she went to slp. The tong sui (manisan in case u guys dun get it) was on the dining table, and i was at the living room playing chess and watching tv. She kept reminding me coz she saw me not drinking it even after so long. I told her i will rmb, just put it there first. Then after i off my computer, i was thinking what else i havent done? But then, i couldnt think of any. So i brought up my laptop and went to slp also. The next morning, when i was in the bus, on the way to college, only i realized that i havent drank the tong sui. I was like , "shytt" .. sure going to kena from my mom. So yesterday night she asked me whether i still rmb bout my tong sui, i told her i forgot bout it. This is not the first time i keep using the word "forgot". So now she insisted on buying vitamins for me =.= I hate pills!!

I havent done talking bout Ms Lee. So she said i wasnt focusing well in class. She commented that sometimes i look so focus, sometimes my heart fly somewhere else. Lol. Really weird right? But then she add on that she can see me very serious on sem 2. Starting to be serious now, jotting now every important points, and stuff like that. I kinda agree with her. Coz i know it's no longer playing a fool right now. When my mom saw my isomerism totally no marks for it, she was like ??? Ms Lee explained to her that we spent very little time on isomerism coz we were rushing for it. So most of my classmates didnt score well for this section. But i know, it's not an excuse for not scoring well. Now i set an aim for myself, which is study well for A-Levels!! To achieve that, i must slp early, studying consistently, and pay attention in class. Ofcoz, i will IMPROVE more on ECA also =)

Last thing is, my mom said among all of my lecturers, she likes Ms Lee and Ms Chong..haha..

Mr Leong, Physcis Lecturer

2009-07-03T19:02:00.004+08:00

Mr Leong, Mr Leong, he is the best physics lecturer i ever met. (Same as mr yeoh, but cant really compare them, coz they are teaching different levels of physics).

Let me tell u a funny thing, Mr Leong told us this yesterday. He asked us how many batteries do the car have? One of my classmates answered one, which is wrong. It was kinda funny when he answered one, somemore he shouted out that answer.

So the funniest thing was Mr Leong said, if u on the engine, the car will ngek ngek ngek (referring to those old cars i guess?) haha.. After that he said, if the car is out of battery, do u think u can replace it with normal dry cells which is 1.5 V per cell? So do u think it's possible to replace it with dry cells?

Some of my friends answered yes which is kinda weird la.. Coz it's kinda impossible and there are no empty spaces for that also right? So when Mr Leong said if u replace it with dry cells, when u on the engine, the car wont be ngek..XD The way he demo that is SO SO SO funny!!! Another thing is he has dimples!! Omg..so fascinating.. haha.. Just kidding.

But seriously, i can understand so much better bout physics after i met him. No longer hating physics. I enjoy physics class so much now !!

Mr Leong ROX!!

Leo Club of Taylors University College

2009-07-03T18:44:00.003+08:00

Now, i am elected as the assistant secretary of leo club of the taylors university college. *Applause* haha.. I just hope everything goes well.. Let us make the club go further than it is. We are the leos that you wouldnt want to mess with ! We have the power, just like the lion in the jungle, leading everyone!

I pledge of my hand,

extended and open,

to help those in need.

I pledge of my heart,

reach for it,

and it will be touched.

I pledge of my ears,

to hear another's out cry,

my eyes to see the plight of others,

my knowledge to bring a man closer to his dream

I pledge of myself,

for the betterment of my community and my country

SPM books

2009-06-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Who are interested in buying SPM books? Actually i'm selling off those books. At first I thought I'll be taking bio, so I kept those books. For your info, I appreciate my books a lot ! So it's kinda brand new. Ofcoz, there are a lot of useful notes.. The price is negotiable. Let me know if u r interested..Contact me via min-min91@hotmail.com

Sem 1 results

2009-06-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Today my parents received the results from taylors. I can see how disappointed my mom was. Sigh. Actually I didnt expect that. It is really unexpected. But ofcoz, I learn to be more hardworking, just as hardworking as PMR. =) Dont wry. Today I went to ikano popular. College books are really limited company. And it's super expensive. Just becoz of this, I am sure I will use fully of my time in sem 2 to study, do my very best for AS. !!!

China Trip

2009-06-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

China trip for 4 days 3 nights. China's stuff really super cheap man. They have the latest fashion as well. Guangzhou is really a shopping heaven. You can find lots of nice shirts and pants and even skirts or dress over there. But ofcoz, quality not that good lo. For pants, the quality is the same, only for shirts are different. So like that lo. Lol. Shop for 3 days, shop till I bankrupt ady. >.< Wanted to take picture of those nice shirts and pants and even souvenirs, but too lazy ady... Now also lazy to blog like an essay. So..tata..

My New Life =)

2009-06-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

I must learn to be independent !! Last time, I used to depend on u. Actually I realised something, I realised I like to do something also because of u, not because I really like it. No matter how much I like something, when u like the other thing, The other thing must be my favourite ady. So now what I have to do is forget bout everything and start my new life without u in my world. Like that, I will be able to live without u. This is also to train up if next time I have to go overseas. No one cant survive without the other one. It's true. So after this I will only care bout academic and ECA. I'll be happy even without a relationship =)

Last Day of Exam = Emo Day

2009-06-12T11:23:00.003+08:00

Last day of exam is also known as emo day. Why is it so? Sigh. Today I had my last paper which accounting paper. At first I thought everything will be fine coz paper 1 was ok ok. But when comes to paper 2, everything gone. No matter how well I can do in paper 1, once paper 2 cant do, FAIL is the word. I cant say paper 2 is hard, but it's not easy.

Yesterday maths paper was so difficult also. My goodness. Who set that stupid paper 1 and paper 6?! This semester confirmed failing 2 subjects. I really cant imagine when i'm asked to see ms,mary ng. Is it going to be scary or she will use a friendly tone to talk to me just like how ppl tam the children? Really cant imagine, or maybe I dun dare to imagine.

After this is holiday. 2 weeks holiday. Whoever not having holidays now must be jealous of me right now. But honestly, this is not a holiday to me. Before the one week exam, I have planned my activities for the coming holiday. When I say activities, dun think i'm enjoying it or whatever. 2 weeks holiday, 1 week is used for extra curricular activities. This exam already proven that I must work even harder for exam.

These days I always watch tv while studying. It's not that I dun wan to study peacefully or to focus better. But when i'm studying in room, I will fall asleep. Tuesday, i'm suppose to have my chemistry exam. So the nighr before that, I only had 1 hour slp. The next day, I was said that i'm still so active even I only slept for one hour. Maybe because I love chemistry so much till I wont feel like slping no matter how tired I am. So I can answer the questions. I'm not saying I can score for it, but at least not as bad as maths and accounting. But for maths, maybe I treat it as last time' s maths, look down at it. That's why I got such a bad ending.

Just now when I was in the exam hall, sitting for accounting paper 2. You know what happened? You wont believe it also. I actually keep flipping the paper again and again. I kept staring and staring. My mind was totally BLANK! Blank you know. Sigh. There are total of 12 sub questions, I left 6 questions blank. You can imagine how emo I am right now. So before the teacher announce 5 mins left, I already close my paper and lie on the table. Other ppl are rushing to finish their paper. I have no idea what I was doing just now. Maybe because i'm not suitable to study accounts? Last time I used to think accounting is easy, everthing bout calculations. If u think so too, it's not bout calculations, none at all. It's bout applying formulas and memorizing the formulas.

I dont know what I can do for accounting. I have a brother studying ACCA, but he cant help me also. Ppl always that if u have a smart and studying the same course as u, u will benefit from it. But it depends whether he/she willing to sacrifice his/her time to teach u or not lo. If she/he is like my brother, games are his life, then it's mission impossible. Anyway, let's end the academic topic, so stressful and emo.

Yesterday I watched a show. Forgot the show's name. So the thing is I realised psycologist actually works in the hospital!! I told my mom I want to be psycologist. Then she told me to finish my A-levels first. I replied " But the thing is i'm not taking that subject right now". Then she gave me a cold stare, "dun tell me u r going to repeat ur course again?' Lol. Obviously no right. Till now, I hope I can retake bio. But it's too late. Sigh.. Everytime think bout it, it's like taking a sharp knife cut deep into my heart for not taking bio.

I announce 2 weeks holiday start right now! But tomorrow I have attend all sorts of things ady. No time for me to rest also. I'm not going to think anything right now, but focus on ECA and studies. That's all I want !!

Confused @.@

2009-06-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

These days a lot of things come across my mind. Guess what, all are negative thoughts. I'm wondering when will I be able to get rid of all this. I just feel like going overseas to start my new life. No one I know, new environment and most importantly is 100% freedom!! Sigh. Hidup yang saya idamkan selalu berjauhan denganku. Go away!! I dun wan u.. >.< Sigh.. My world is so complicated. =(

Physics

2009-06-08T18:14:00.002+08:00

Physics ar Physics.. I seriously hate u so much. My brother always say that physics is so easy, no need to memorize, no need to study, as long as u know the formula then everything will be fine.

Actually I know why I hate physics so much, just because most of it are about applications. Sigh.. I prefer biology and chemistry so much. They are much easier and simpler. Even I say so, I never score an A for it.. XD So funny le. My mom always say..u are keen in it and interested in studying that subject but cant score, what nonsense is that?

But surprisingly, my physics always score higher than my the other 2 science subject. I regretted for not choosing bio as one of my subjects. Now studying something which I dont really like, it's sort of torturing. =(

Today's physics paper is so hard man!! Especially paper 1. Gosh.. I guess i'm gonna fail... NO~~

Cempaka Home

2009-05-31T18:39:00.005+08:00

Today the leo members and three lions went to the cempaka home. We actually brought a lot of things there.. Quite a lot la.. Then erm..the children there are all chinese educated even the malays and indians. The eldest child age 12 and the youngest is 5 i think?

So we really had fun.. Some children are quite naughty lo and a bit active, but most of them are quite inactive and always kepe quiet lo. I think they had fun too..Lol. I really hope I can go there again. The "babies" there so super cute u know! Got one child keep calling pa pa ma ma, maybe she miss her parents too much..sigh.. How could their parents just leave them there? They are just too mean.

In Cempaka home, a few of sad incidents happened lo. Quite sad to see that. Maybe that's children nature. Every child will go wild if no proper education and love from parents. Although the boy boy like to fight, but his heart is very good one, and he does listen to ppl to stop fighting. He was slping when we reached there. When we were half way playing, the boy boy woke up. He was like so anti us and isolate himself at one side. But our love have warmed him. HAHA.. So finally, he played with us o.. hehe.. And I have his picture o.. He's so good lo, let me take his picture >.<

But too bad, we only stayed there for 2 hours. One of the child even tell me to pay them a visit again. I feel so bad.. But i'm not a "Cry baby"..XD Maybe becoz God knows we r leaving, so suddenly it rains. I mean drizzling.. haha.. Anyway, a lot of happy things happened there too.. Like i saw someone..haha..

Anyway, this is the picture of the naughty child who likes to disturb ppl or fight in a not so good way.. haha

He is much cuter than this k.. @.@

RCC meeting

2009-05-30T14:27:00.005+08:00

Dang..We start the meeting at 9.20 (By Lion Chan)

The RCC meeting was interesting and I gained a lot from there and get myself updated with what's going on. At first I thought it will be a bit dull like those I have attended last time. Maybe the students and lions were trying to make the situation not so tense. But still, it was a bit tense when someone asked a question and the lion got a little mad. Not really mad la, I cant find any word to describe that, it's just that the lion found the gal was a bit rude for shaking her head.

Anyway, taylors leo club advisor, Lion Christopher fetched me there. He is a very friendly and committed advisor. Back to the meeting, it was quite sad that there are only 2 leos from taylors college attending that meeting. When we were asked to do the roll call, I was so nervous! But I rmb someone saying I'm very brave, do things without thinking (it's actually not a complement >.<) so I just shout without thinking =.=

During that meeting, I really enjoyed myself. Everyone voice out the problems they face in schools when organizing an event etc. Other than that, I got myself updated with the internal change in the leo clubs. I dont really know how to describe it.

But trust me

It's very very useful and meaningful to attend this kind of meetings. After attending this meeting, I know clearly what will be my aim after this and how am I going to make this a success. I missed out quite a lot of chances but now I will get them back!

Dang..Now i announced that the meeting has ended (By Lion Chan).

After that, Lion Christopher fetched me and Tze Cheng to burger king to have a light lunch. We actually had a small discussion on our future plans and stuff. So now I have a few ideas in my mind. I hope I can carry out these activities.

Tomorrow we are going to the orphanage..So yeah..get urself updated too.. =)

Here comes pictures of the meetings..Maybe I will get the whole group pictures from the ppl soon..Enjoy..

Exam..exam..EXAM !!

2009-05-25T19:00:00.004+08:00

Aiyo..my previous post was about my holiday plans..

Now time to stress myself to work harder. It is time for me to STUDY..

Today I saw my classmates studying..quite scary though. But it's a good thing, it motivates me to study. I wont want to get last in my class.. Last time I will never have the thinking that I might get last in my class, but now it's totally different case.

Now I keep joining in a lot of ECA activities, and also trying to maintain my results in academic, balance up in between both of them, so that I can be 50 50 right.. But it's quite hard.. Nowadays, i'm already over stressed up. I really hope I can get over this..

WOON MIN MIN..TIME TO STRIVE !!

2 weeks..!!

2009-05-25T18:36:00.007+08:00

My semester exam is coming in 2 weeks time. After that, I can have my fun and interesting holiday. There are a lot of things I want to do during the 2 weeks hol.. Yeah..u didnt see wrongly..ONLY 2 WEEKS!!

After so much hard work..only 2 weeks hol..Lol. Not really hard work la. Should say pressuring week. But we only study for one week, exam for another week. Quite ok also lo.

My plans for the holiday are..

Go china and buy CLOTHES lo.. A LOT!
Second one is I must go to pulau pulau or some other relaxing places..obviously must overnight lo!!

Haha..I have never overnight at places on my own other than those class trips lo.. It must be very fun >.<

My friends said i'm over excited.. Someone even said i'm like "xing fen ji"

Leo Interview

2009-05-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I have leo interview before sunway pyramid. So I was quite nervous till asking my friends to give me an idea of the introduction. It was almost the same feeling as the same I went for student council's interview. But this time I am 85% sure I wont be able to pass this interview.

Anyway, so JAY SEN (i spelt correctly) =.= went to ECA centre when I almost start my interview. He actually had a chat with ivan (the leo president). Dont know what they chatted, I was so nervous. Few mins later, the interview started (after waited for 20 mins).

My goodness..The interview was actually a failure. Jay Sen said i kept laughing throughout that whole interview. Means I wasnt serious enough. Sigh. And i lost my words almost all the time. The questions were quite tough to me =.= I dont even know what is MAR. It actually stands for Monthly Administrative Report. A must job for the secretary.

So the interview ended in 10 mins time. After I finished the interview, that Jay Sen went to talk to Ivan again >.< So embarrassed ady still go talk to him. Seriously, I'm failing. But I hope i wont fail and can continue with the voting session. If I didnt get enough votes and fail, it's still ok la.. Everything has been set for us..

23rd of May

2009-05-23T18:56:00.005+08:00

Yesterday most of my classmates went to sunway pyramid to celebrate jack's birthday. I wanted to msg him in the midnight to wish him. But too bad, tak da phone. Surprisingly, a lot of taylorians were there. Dont know what day was ytd. Lol.

Anyway, so we went skating..Jack's "non friction world" was quite unstable and funny. But he managed to skate a little bit better after he had get used to it. Almost half of the skating rink was conquerred by PE5 students XD.

The guys are so funny la..The most stable one would be Samuel. Others all okok only. Leon was the most funny one. He purposely bang on the "wall". So much sound effect from him. First time seeing fredrick so scared..Haha. Very funny la.. I fell down 3-4 times. So embarrassing and my head bang on the ice thingy. So painful. I wonder if there is any bekuan darah in my head now =.=". My knee got blue black, hand so pain.

Gosh.. It was some kind of torturing activities after all. We actually WALKED to sunway pyramid. Jack said to train up walkathon stamina =.= So I knew when we skate later on, the leg sure cramp one. I actually took a few pictures of our classmates skating and the walking process, which jack kept leading us =.= But, TOO BAD, my phone sent for repair..so cant upload those funny pictures.

Sigh.. Jack's b'day isnt a good day for me.. Maybe becoz I didnt cut the cake with them =.= So superstitious..haha...Somemore, dun noe why my left side of the neck suddenly so painful. Sini pain, sana pain.. Sigh..

='(

2009-05-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

Sigh..my phone spoilt.. need to spend money repairing it. SIGH! I thought of saving money for future and stuff. Cant save also nvm, need to spend somemore. I realised I have the accountancy characteristics ady. Like everything also so calculative.

Must save more money for next month. This month kinda overbudget also.. Kah Ying's style..market everyday..if still cant then bring own food XD.. But i wont torture myself by doing so also de. Maybe spend lesser on other stuff like stationary..shopping and stuff lo..But really suffering..Sigh! Let me set my own budget first..hehe

Stupid Laptop !

2009-05-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Sigh.. Yesterday I shouldnt have restored all the files immediately! You know what happened? dont know what happened with my laptop. Ytd when I on laptop, everything gone. So I restore all the files once I knew it's gone. But today when I on my laptop, everything is here. The only thing not here is what I have restored ytd. Sigh. I did all the things until 2 o'clock in the morning. Everything was arranged in proper manner. Sigh

ANTI COOKIES!

2009-05-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Sigh..dont know what happened to my laptop. I just scanned my laptop using the latest norton antivirus and cured it. But now, everything gone. I was so speechless. I mean like, after solving the problem shud be alright right? But it goes differently. Sigh.

But actually I found something quite valuable and precious to me. Today I'm really in super duper bad mood, coz i lost my pictures, songs, college files and even all our conversations that I have saved all the while! Sigh, the conversations and pictures are part of my life u know.. Luckily I transferred all the songs and pictures into my phone earlier on. But I didnt back up all our conversations..so sam tong.. haiz.

Becoz I'm in a bad mood, kena from mom and all the bad things which happened today, I tend to emo lo, as in super emo type. I fa xie everything on him, but luckily he's very considerate. Sigh.. My files :'( I want back my FILES!! That day when I scan my laptop, a virus known as cookies was found. Haiz. Now need to spend time restoring files instead of studying and doing homework.

Sigh.. >.<

2009-05-16T17:11:00.002+08:00

I just received the letter from the NS departmernt. Now I have to reply to postpone. According to that letter, I am sent to the port dickson. I dont know why, I feel that port dickson is so unsafe.

One of my friends is sent to the camp. Why is everyone who came back from the camp say it's fun and they are willing to go there once again if they are given a chance? Is it really that nice? When i received that letter, I keep sighing. Sigh.

But for those who are going/ attended the NS training, it is easier for them to get a scholarship from the government. Maybe it is a good chance for me, but... sigh.. I have to wry for so many things. =( 3 months u know.. not a short period. But ofcoz, if I were given a choice, I would like to go to the first batch. Even if I postpone, I will make sure I go into the first batch. Sigh...

SO FAN AR!!!!

8.15 pm Walk

2009-05-15T20:45:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for someone. 8.15 pm walk is so dangerous.. Sigh..Somemore cant contact u.. =( Somemore that stupid driver stopped at there and whistle. Next time dont lo. Tonight really scary.. Need time to digest it after the snatching phone incident..

The Unusual Day

2009-05-14T17:13:00.003+08:00

These days i really suffer a lot man. A levels is really really tough.. I wonder..I wonder..I wonder.. when will I get super stressed up and give up on this course. It is no doubt that this course is a bit fun but stressful at the same time. I love being in this class, love being part of the student council, love my clubs and friends and teachers, most importantly i love taylors. I'm not sure whether other colleges are as fun as taylors as I have not studied in all the colleges =.=" I dont know la.. The only thing i dont like is I have to climb stairs everyday =.= to the highest floor. And it's quite dangerous to be in ss15.

The weather nowadays is getting worse, and worse and WORSE.....! I dont know what's the temperature right now, but i'm sure it's more than 35 degrees. This morning just rain, and i felt quite comfortable with it. Ofcoz, i prefer to rain in the afternoon as it wont be that hot. Today I feel so tired + headache + some unwanted pressure + sickness caused by smth. It is a mathematics equation. So the answer = ZzZ at 10. Not funny though.. I feel so helpless. Wanted to watch tv to release some stress..then now the tv not functioning AGAIN!!

Today I thought of a lot of things..about homework, about relationship, about family, about friends, about money, about my future, endless "about"... I dont know how to describe that but I'm not quite sure why I will suddenly think of all those things.. It's very complicated. Aiyo..whatever la..need to rest >.<

Le Meridien Hotel

2009-05-10T20:58:00.007+08:00

Just came back from Le Meridien for buffet dinner with my mom and bro. 2 hours worth RM 338. The food was ok..But a lot also i dont eat de la..as in those salmon and stuff. LoL. So full man.. The ice cream man..his skills is so good.. But too bad.. I forgot to take down the progress of it.

Omg..today i hug my mom le.. Last time i need to "plan" to hug her, coz i will feel scare. But just now i just hug without thinking, and suddenly my bro looking at me, then i was like.."OMG".. Lol..But so warm..

Quote

2009-05-10T12:53:00.001+08:00

It's dying, can u see it / feel it? (quoted from someone but it describes the situation now)

The Happiest Day of The Month

2009-05-09T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today is the 9th of May. Tomorrow supposed to be the official day. Not really official day la, as in I'm so happy today. You know why? I went to 1u today. We watched wolverine, played pool etc.. Although not very interesting to some other people, but both of us enjoyed the day very much. If i were to do the same thing with someone else, i bet i wont have that happy feeling, just for him. I'm sure he is as well. =) To happy till dun noe what to write. Hehe.. Everything keep in our heart can ady..No one can affect us.. Our bond is just too strong.. Dont ever try to..

Mother's Day

2009-05-08T13:32:00.007+08:00

Erm..mother's day is coming. What should i do? I mean what should i buy as mother's day present? I dont really know what she wants.. Even i know, my taste and her taste are somehow quite different. All the things she wants very exp one u know.. The cheapest will be maybe 500 or and above.. The most exp one maybe 18k.. I have seen it.. I dun think there's anything special bout it lo. But dun noe why so exp.

Anyway, back to the topic, so what shud i do now? Bring her out then ask her choose herself with BUDGET.. But i want to give her surprise le. No surprise no fun ma right? XD It's on sunday somemore.. I mean like usually the restaurant will be full on sunday, now plus mother's day somemore.. Sure will be flooded lo.

There's another woman in my family, which is my grandmother. That 's even hard for me to think what i shud buy for her. As in she's kinda like she has everything. Even dun have, she has money to buy ma. Not to say my mom doesnt have. Dont know la. I sayang my mom more..hehe..

SO..

The main point is what should i buy for her?! So headache la..

Happy..^.^

2009-05-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy.. The first time i did the account tests on my own and passed.. The person whom i challenge actually got full marks AGAIN! No wonder ytd he gave me a sarcastic laugh lo. Now i know why. He's the only one who got full marks in my class. Even jack didnt get full marks..Dont know what happened to him..

Lol.. Most of the people might think pass only ma.. But for me, pass is good.. Now i'm aiming to pass, i will aim to score an A soon.. No worries.. My target wont be that low.. Coz the previous test i actually scored so badly.. I got 10/33. But now i got 15.5/25. Better right? Nothing to be proud of.. I'm just feeling too happy lo..

Maybe i can score that well coz of my accounting teacher. He can change me from fail to pass in one lesson (1 and a half hour). He really geng la.. Ofcoz, i put my effort on it also la.. Yesterday i didnt study much, wanted to clear my mind and start studying next day in the morning. Maybe it does help to refresh my mind. Not that bad after all. Now the accounting subject has reached the difficult part. I must work harder and cooperate with my accounting lecturer and tuition teacher in order to get my A.

Wed i had chemistry test, it was ok la.. I mean i got a lot dun noe how to do also, but not as bad as my maths lo.. My maths dun noe what happened.. I couldnt understand the question. I asked for my teacher help to explain what's the question talking bout, but he kept saying dun noe and just repeat the question. End up, i did wrong thing. Everything gone. Even the combination and permutation questions i was so nervous. Not enough time.

Maybe i really need more practice on it to make sure everything goes well in AS or semester exam. I dare not to be lazy anymore. A's are important to me. Without it, i cant survive..

Gosh..It's just too difficult..!!

2009-05-07T19:16:00.002+08:00

Sigh.. I have been editing the positions of the photos for half an hour.. Luckily i just uploaded 30 over.. I actually took 70 over pictures la.. Most of it useless one.. So now, today i got most of the PE5 students' pictures ady lo.. Here comes the descriptions of the pictures.. All the conversations in the description are created by me..not the real one ya..

Oh ya!! Most importantly, the descriptions is starting from the bottom one la..I know a bit messy..That's all i can do..

Lunch time.. Nothing much bout it..The PE5 students know who they are right.. So yeah..no need to introduce ady.. One thing quite weird about it is i dun noe why is EK opening his mouth so big.. Maybe he wants to drink eric's water? "I'm thirsty too..Water water!!"
Basically that's everyone who took lunch together in that cafe..
Samuel said " Dont hit me, dont hit me. I will be more guai next time". Lol.. EK is so happy..
Shi Kay listening to what the guys chatting bout.. Kah ying ar.. Dont know what she laugh at also Lol
Eric and Samuel looked so serious.. What happened?! What paper are they looking at? Test paper?
Aiyo.. They were choosing their food from the order list.. So serious buat apa..Lol
Haha..Leon.. He is copying chemistry lab manual's answer.. He was supposed to pay for the bill as he couldnt finish copying in time.. But he didnt..>.<"
"tsek tsek" Eye contact between Eric and Samuel.. Lol
Nigel and Jay Sen are smiling coz they tot they can get free lunch from leon..
"Hehe, i'm here to rescue all of u by paying the bill " Just creating it for fun.. Dont know what to write bout him la..
Shi Kay is passing the food to the guys.. Kah Ying on the phone.. Chit chatting with someone....
The guys are so not gentlemen.. They just started eating without offering to the girls first.. Somemore say "pass the food here first"
I guess this is the longest description.. You know why? This is because the girls all ordered small for their food.. Then all the guys ordered large one.. Then when the food comes, the guys just took it without seeing the size of it, assuming everyone ordering the same size. But end up, the large one served in the end.. But they still paid for the large one.. Coz it's not like we asked for it right.. So i took the picture of the guys paying.. So unwilling..HAHA
Mahan..the only sikh in our class i guess? Not sure..
Omg..can u see the leg? It's Mr. Tan's leg.. He was too angry with Mahan they all, and put his leg on his table.. Showing how angry he is..
Darshini, very smart girl.. Scoring 10 A1 u know.. Not easy..
Keng Yin..Dont know how to spell his name..I think i spelt correctly.. Anyway..He is a very quiet guy in our class.. But he's smart as well...
Daniel, drinking free drinks i think? Our class rep by the way..
Finally, my turn to be in the blog.. My handwriting..Nice le XD.. Eh..i do my work le.. So guai lui...
Fang said " I swear ! " Lol
Fang wanted to join them in the picture XD.. Anyway.. Hui Jian is selling the coke for 5 bucks to Nigel.. which he got it for free..
"Listen class, pay attention !" By Mr Tan
Mahan again..A better view..
Omg..Mahan is smiling while looking at RAVEN..haha.. RAVEN is applicable in thinking skills ya...
Jack is smiling.. Leon was reading newspaper and scolded by teacher later on.. Jack said " Mr Tan, can i swap for the tutor tutee thing?" Mr Tan replied.. "What do u mean? Can.." All of a sudden, "Do u mean u want to be the tutee? NO, cannot! If u become the tutee, i dont know who can teach u" Lol.. This shows every teacher is expecting something from him.. as he's the first one to come into consideration of the lecturers for every subjects..
Fredrick..Another smart fella.. He doesnt look like one.. But trust me..He's very smart..
Mr Tan is thinking.. A serious look..
Affif, one of the pakistanist in our class..
Raven again.. The one sitting beside him is Ed..Masedenal..Lol If i'm not mistaken...

TO BE CONTINUED..

So Many Pictures @.@ dont know how to edit also..Sigh

2009-05-07T18:30:00.014+08:00

Descriptions Of Each Of Every Pictures

2009-05-06T20:35:00.001+08:00

Erm..i dont really know what is doing..Maybe spying on our bank negara scholar? XD
Oh My Gosh..He is the smart plus hardworking guy in our class.. Dont judge based on the looks..
Our lecture hall.. LT8..The picture i took was the other class..
Yeah..It's him again..Lol..Fang..fang? How to pronounce? Jason was pulling off his ear phone i guess? Lol
Dang Dang !! Kay kay..haha.. She was asked to pull down her specs, a little bit only la.. But she pulak close her eyes =.="
Kah kah..hehe..She was asked to do the same thing as well.. She's very cute and guai de o..
Here comes the IQ 200 JACK.. just like the second edition of Jiang Zhi Shu..if u guys watch "It started with a kiss" or "They kiss again". But he doesnt like compliment.. So...shhh..shh
This one ar..our gor gor lo..HahA..OH MY GOD..he is so gonna kill me if he sees this..He is the DA GOR GOR in our class...
Next is kah kah again..The one sitting beside her is our BANK NEGARA SCHOLAR!
HAHA...as i have promised.. This is my physics teacher..Mr.Ananthan! He is posing man..So cooperative..hehe..
Lastly, my maths teacher..Mr. Tan Eng Keat.. He had revealed his cute side yesterday.. So random..haha..So yeah..That's his drawings.. Till now.. I'm still doubting that's a dragon or dog =.= But according to him, it's a dog la.. So what u guys think ? His drawings is consider as good ady le..But when i ask him.. he answered me " as u can, obviouly not " LoL

So yeah..there are so many more pictures that i havent taken for the rest of PE5. Just hope i can get it as soon as possible without those hiding and covering face one la.. My class ar..u can never judge them by their looks.. All the pictures that i have uploaded here are all smart fella la.. There are more.. Just that their pictures are hard to get.. No worries.. I will work harder.. Aiyo..just let me take la..as a memory of PE5 only ma..

Random Pictures of PE5 XD

2009-05-06T20:06:00.006+08:00

LOVE. IS. IT

2009-05-06T14:24:00.004+08:00

Love is unpredictable Love is uncontainable Love is reliable Love is infallible

Love is right Love is wrong Love is weak Love is strong

Love is good Love is pure Love is real Love is sure

Love is jealous Love is pain Love is lost Love is gained

Love is naked Love is raw Love is everything Love is all

Love is here Love is there Love is beautiful Love is fair

Love is great Love is shit Love is demanding Love is it....

Tired + Busy + Stressed up + Tests = Death

2009-05-06T14:07:00.004+08:00

Malaysian Studies starts next week!! "Boo !!"

I thought we will have a short break before starting it, at least bout 1 month right? Even 2 weeks also more than enough. In fact, we have two weeks of break before starting the malaysian studies. BUT..our free period which was supposed to be the moral studies period previously, has been taken by our thinking skills teacher.. This is because she will not be around for next week. So, she is replacing it now.

We actually left another two classes of thinking skills to be replaced. The two classes will be replaced next week and the following week during our "moral period". But since malaysian studies is starting next week, so our replacement will be affected. Then my thinking skills teacher suggested that we take 2 of the malaysian studies periods to complete the replacement classes. But if our malaysian studies teacher doesnt agree, we will have to replace it some other day.

Next, for your information, my physics teacher was absent for 2 weeks (not continuosly la), so we missed quite a lot of classes as his wife was emitted to hospital for delivery.

It is a baby boy ! Cheers Mr. Ananthan..Haha.. You will see who is Mr.ananthan very soon coz i will posting his pictures in my blog.. So yeah...wait for me ya.. So, Mr.Ananthan wants to replace his class too.. Then my class rep is finding slot for him.. Every teacher wants to have replacement class now. It will be a super super busy week.. Gosh... Totally packed! Cant breathe.. >.<

Time Flies ~

2009-05-05T21:24:00.004+08:00

So yeah.. since i woke up bout 7.30.. i told myself time to study ! Then erm..dun noe what i did, i only start studying bout 8.00..Maybe because eat dinner and stuff lo. So at 8.00, i started studying and i'm proud.. Then ar..after 15 mins..i told myself..today havent blog hor..Blog first la.. Then blog for half an hour, 8.30..then i said, must start studying now~! And i did! Another 15 mins, i stopped again, i told myself game time!! Then played a while..when i see the clock..OH MY GOSH!! It's 9.20...Study time passing slowly and slowly.. Whereas game time?..fast like the speed of superman..Now blog again..9.30 *sigh* Must really start studying..or else will fail my tests tomorrow..4 Chaps u know..

Test..Test.& Test..!!

2009-05-05T19:42:00.003+08:00

Tests are really making me crazy lately. Why cant they just give tests like one by one? Everything just come all together. As in EVERYTHING ! I guess only one person in my class can truly accept this kind of arrangement. He is Jack. Aiyo, he ar..totally no need study also can score already la. You can see how competitive my class is.

Then another bank negara scholar..Plus those "卧虎藏龙". Just in case u dun understand, the chinese words means those ppl who are super good in studies one but cannot be seen through their appearance or whichever way la. There are so many..almost everyone =.= ..

I guess i will have problem soon.. I mean like..WHY CANT THEY GIVE TESTS SEPARATELY ?! I need to have a rest before proceeding to another stage. There is a phrase saying, "resting is making sure u go further" or something like that la. So, i think quite true lo.

Just now when i came back, i straight away have hours of slp..HAHA..not nap u know..I think this week another sleepless week. Sigh.. I want to sleep >.<

Being a secondary school student is so nice. Being a primary school student is nothing. Being a kindergarten level student is INCREDIBLY FUN !!

It's Time To Let Go..

2009-05-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

There are so many things that i have to let go..Including something which was so precious to me..But nvm..

Just came back from cal party..So tired..But it was so fun and high.. There are some NOOBS making me speechless though. Anyway, so late ady..Need to bathe then slp..So yeah..i just post for nth..So boring..

Marathon & Walkathon

2009-05-03T20:33:00.004+08:00

Here comes another post on the marathon and walkathon. I have checked the websites.. All these are for the charity purpose. So i hope most of us can support that, as in for those who dont have any health problem like asthma, heart attack etc. Most importantly, must be physically fit. So..actually i plan to join 3..i know my stamina not that good la. So i went to jog just now to train up my stamina, just for the marathon thing. Kinda expensive though.. RM40.. But i think worth it lo.. Besides, i signed up to be a volunteer for that event.. So anyone joining that marathon, u will see me over there XD. Truly and sincerely, do join this kind of meaningful event. Even not for the charity purpose, it still helps u on ur body fitness.. So yeah..pass it all around.. For further information, contact me directly or google search lo..

You are the one ..YES..YOU!!

Charity Work & Volunteerism

2009-05-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

Who is interested in joining the CHARITY WORK and become a volunteer? I guess it would be fun..

I'm joining though (still under consideration)..Still considering. Because of what he/she is doing, i feel that there are people who really need our help, no matter in the form of money, clothes or effort. I dont know how much i can effort i can put on the charity work as my exam is coming and so many things to be done..But i'll try..Because..

Nothing is impossible!!

Determination and Motivation

2009-05-02T11:28:00.002+08:00

Third post of the day. Seriously, i feel something.

I feel that i'm hardworking enough but i didnt do much.

I feel that i understand the syllabus but i didnt score that well in tests.

I feel that i'm so bored that's why i did all this =.=

I am motivated and determined to score in my coming semester exam. From now on, i will study study and study, play play and play, etc lo.. Blogging is fun..maybe i will continue blogging to release stress la..All posts will be short short one .. XD

Feeling Better

2009-05-02T11:13:00.004+08:00

I will control my feelings so that i would not be affected easily.
I will control my feelings so that i would not be emotional at all time.
I will control my feelings so that i would not do something which i will regret later on.

Things that you said will keep me improving i guess? Let's have a new starting ! Everything bout controlling.. Accounting has control account also =.= That is how i learn controlling. Just kidding. Let's pick up the thrash and turn it into something useful ! Sigh..what am i talking bout? Nvm la..as long as i know can ady right...

Thank God !!

2009-05-02T10:16:00.002+08:00

You know what happened yesterday night? I was trying to access my blog page. But dont know what happened, they said some error occured. Then i try to sign in and out. Still cant. Then i clicked on home page, i was like finally.. But i can only stay at that homepage, not the blog one, homepage is all bout my personal profile only. Then i tried clicking the new post, yes, i can post. But unfortunately, can post but cant read my own blog =.= Dont know what error is that la. But i can say it's cacat la. They asked me to find out bout the error by clicking google search, which was provided at the bottom of the page. But then, when i clicked on it, they said no results found. Then this morning i try again, i told myself dun be happy when i saw my homepage, it might be the same as what happened yesterday night. But luckily i saw my blog main page ! I thought i'm going to lose my blog. So kesian.

Love Story and Sugar

2009-05-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

These songs are quite nice, so i upload the lyrics here. I hope you would appreciate coz i spent quite long on this as i'm a noob on computing stuff. Now i'm still struggling over how to upload songs as the music background. So yeah, gambateh..need to add oil on studies and blogs XD.. No worries. I can do it !

2009-04-29T22:27:00.007+08:00

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday. What should i do now? I'm not sure whether my mom can reached home in time or not. If she cant, then nothing will happen. But i pity him la. It's like no one is celebrating his birthday with him, except for his friends. Obviously, those elder generation prefers to celebrate birthday with their families, even the younger generation (IF they celebrate birthday). My mom always say she doesnt mind even not celebrating her birthday, dun noe true or not one. I need some ideas on how to give surprise as my mom said my dad actually will be touched. But my mom's idea is like so outdated, as in kolot la..

Second thing comes now, nowadays i'm really stressed up.. I dont know what am i doing. I hope to do more and more things before i step out of my college life. As many as possible. But i cant do any if i continue to be like this. I just done my moral exam, hopefully it pass with flying colours coz i dont really know how to answer the stupid structure. U see ar..straight away after moral exam, i have chemistry test tomorrow. How am i suppose to allow time to study for it? I dont even have enough sleep for days u know. Luckily the test is open book test. Lol. 船到桥头自然直, which is very true.

Next monday will be a very busy day. I have to attend the talk by sharon (if i'm allowed to do so), then have to finish the lab in one period, the other period will be used on teaching as we missed one day of lab. I think we didnt miss any class, but why are we replacing physics class? Usually we are super free during the physics lab hours as my physics teacher is so kind and lenient. It's like we used 45 minutes to finish our experiment, then 15 mins to record and finish the questions. Most of the time we will stay in the lab until 9.30, then chao ady. The earliest we can leave the lab is 9.30. But sometimes we chat till 9.45 only chao one..Lol. He truly understand that we are so tired and exhausted in the early morning of monday. Actually monday's timetable is the most tight of the week. Then after college still have to help out for the calebration thing. I hope i can leave earlier as i have no transport.

Today one of my classmates presented on blogs. So my teacher asked me will i tell my parents bout my blog and allow them to read it? I was thinking, "why not?". There is nothing so secretive here. Actually i hope they will have time to read also. Coz it's not easy for me to say out every single problem i faced in college or in my life to them, or maybe they dun even have the time to listen to me. If they read, at least i feel more comfortable in front of them. Sometimes i just feel like crying in front of them and hug them tightly. I have never tried that >.< I want it so badly. So much to post, but too bad i dun have the time now, have to study for tomorrow tests. Then tomorrow i will forget everything, cant post also. Bad memory.. Sigh

10th Post of The Month

2009-04-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

Lol.. I just realised that for february, i have 9 posts, march 9 posts. So april supposed to have 9 posts as well. But this is the 10th ady..Haha..

Since ytd, my tv spoiled, dun noe what happened, cannot on. Then i complained so boring to my mom. You know what she replied? She said, " i tot u r supposed to be satisfied with ur com? ". I said, "ofcoz no la, com is nothing, tv is still the most entertaining activities at home". Lol. So boring la.. Sigh..

I'm Tired..

2009-04-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i'm so tired now. Sleep cant solve my tiredness. I need a break. Do you know why am i so tired nowadays? Not only because stacks of tutorials, it was also because of presentations (which i think quite fun la after i have presented =.=") .

The major problem is i always got insulted and irritated by a stupid fella. I really had enough of it la. I'm really angry ! I didnt want to say who is it out here is because i jaga ur face, in return, pls dun hurt me anymore. People always dont realise their problems and tend to push all the blames to someone else even they are wrong. One of the good examples is u. For some people, they will think their methods of doing things are right. But it varies from people to people. Some people might be able to accept it but some might not. I'm really speechless now..

After this, i really face a serious problem, no no, serious problemSs. I just read my mails. The main committees are now deciding on the final list of sub coms for 2009/2010. I'm scared. I hope the things i have done is being noticed. I hope no one is being kicked out from the sub coms. Secondly, is bout my academic. I really sucked in accounting. But today i finally master the suspence account and correcting errors. Some sort of satisfaction for today. Other than accounting, i have problem in Physics and Chemistry. These problems exists in answering questions. Why must the follow the marking scheme, EXACTLY as the marking scheme. Hard though as we must memorize all the facts.

Anyway, something cheered me up today. When i read his post, it was so funny man. I mean no la, not trying to be "xin zai le huo". But somehow it is funny.

I want to study already. Although today i master one topics, but there are so many topics le.. Somemore wednesday moral exam ady. Some of u might think moral only ma, as long as pass can ady lo.. But for me, i must aim AT LEAST a B, in order to get my RM1000 scholarships. 1000 only le, so stingy. But better than nothing right? Lol.

A Meaningful Day in My life

2009-04-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

It has been a week since i bought my new phone, N85. Nothing new, nothing to be explored etc. Now i want to talk about my life. Suddenly i feel like blogging it. My friend commented that i'm a positive person. I told her sometimes i do think about negative things as well which she cannot see it from me. Maybe i act differently to different people. To strangers, i dont smile, dont joke, dont talk. But at the moment i'm hyper active, nothing can stop me, i do things as i wish. To friends, i act differently. Same goes to my ex-bf.

Before i start my relationship in the late form 4, i was once a very cheerful girl, known as a dimple girl, always non stop laughing. But things tend to change after i have a relationship. One of my friends facing the same problem as well, but his situation is totally different from mine. It is not convenient for me to mention about his stuff in here as this blog is open to all. To friends, i can be super cheerful, can prevent myself from being unhappy, can cheer up myself after that by listening to musics and stuff. When comes to relationships, it is not that easy as u think. It does affect ur studies etc. Last time i dont know why my mom dont encourage us to have a relationship at early age. Now i understand. I feel much better as i cool down and try to put things down. I might not be able to forget the things we have done, problems we have gone through, sweet memories u have given to me that easily. But things seem to work, now i can dont think about him, my mind is clear enough to see what is in front of me. I guess finding the right person to start a right relationship is the most important key to give a success to the relationship.

It is not to say i dont have any feelings for him anymore, but i can treat him as a close friend after all. Maybe he can too, not a tough job for him i guess? Lol. Now i hope to find somewhere which is peaceful enough for me to sleep for some time. College life is so hectic, regardless of the extracurricular activities or academic. ZzZ..Let me have a good sleep..

Trip to China

2009-04-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

For those who are reading my blog constantly, i'm sure u know what's going on in my life. There's another i want to add on which is this coming june, I'M GOING TO CHINA! I think i'm going to guangzhou. Not sure yet. The problem is i scare i wont have the mood to shop even i'm sponsored. But of course i want to go for the sake of seeing china people.. HAHA! Joking only.. Last time i get to know 2 china men. They are super friendly, although they like to make fun of me. I wish to see them again. I guess we can meet up one day if we are meant to be. Anyway, back to the China trip. According to my dad, he said that one of the china streets, known as the "women street" is always flooded with people. You know their meaning of flooded totally cannot be compared to the malaysia standard of "flooded"? Lol. Kind of insulting, but it's true. I just hope i can go la. Actually this trip can give me a new environment as well. The most important thing is i dont know whether i have aeroplane sickness or not. Lol. I remember i dont have, but it's scary. Hopefully not going by Air-Asia la, or else i will definitely faint. But even faint also nth one la, i can treat it as sleeping right. Otherwise i will have to worry whether the plane has any technical problems need to be solved or something. Eh..time to do my personal statement la.. Shhh..Do not disturb (DND)

2009-04-21T13:29:00.003+08:00

Now i am in the taylors library again.. I am not using my break time to blog. This is my lan period. You know why am i so free? We are suppose to have a test. It's a True and False test. Our lan lecturer is a very lenient lecterur, he allows us to anything we want in the hall, even slp in the hall, play poker, chit chatting, leave the hall by giving "reasonable" excuses, etc. ANYTHING you like. He will say "oh..no problem..go ahead.."But then, today his mood wasnt that good, he was strict. I guess he was acting? Maybe he got scolded from his boss (the head of department). Unfortunately, his boss was in the hall as well, to monitor us.

When i was doing the test, suddenly a loud and sharp voice from the behind seats scolding the students. She said "this is a test, not for u to chit chat!" She is seriously strict man.. Maybe she didnt know our class adat resam is to chit chat during lan class or known as the "relaxing period". Then suddenly the boss talk with her sharp and loud voice again, saying "it's better if u leave the hall after u have done the test". We were like "huh? leave the hall??" Then we quickly write T and F without knowing what's the answer for the question. Most of my classmates dont even know there's a test. For me, i know, but i dont know what to study. Seriously, till now, i dun know what is going on, dont know anything about moral. He didnt teach at all. Even he teach, he is standing in front talking to himself or maybe to the wall..lol..no one is listening. He is just reading directly from the slides.

Another one month to go..semester exam is coming, haiz.. i'm dead..What am i suppose to do now? I'm so scared. But i know i can do it.. I hope no more assignments will be given to us for next month. It's time for me to CHONG!! You know what is chong? Just like the motorcycle BOOM..BOOM...CHONG! Lol. Anyway, i have done all the assignments, i'm so satisfied now. So it's time to study..Wont post blog in the near future unless i have something happy or sad to talk bout. Choy choy..no sad stuff ady... Now onwards everything happy happy..=) SMILE!

N85

2009-04-15T01:22:00.017+08:00

http://http://www.phonerated.com/cell-phone.php?phone=nokia+n85

I was confused which phone to buy. N85 or N95 (8GB)? The previous phone i was using is N95 (1GB). The phone was nothing wrong. So actually i wanted to buy N95. But my dad and brother said i shouldnt have bought the same phone as i have used it before. According to my brother, he said that N95 is better but older model, N85 is newer but not as good as N95. So i lagi confused right? Then he introduced another phone to me which is nokia 5800. This phone is specially for music. The only disadvantage for this phone is it doesnt have RAM. Basically left N85 and N95.

So i went to digital mall at 9.30, and most of the stalls closed and left a few. Then we were in a hurry as well. The process no need to be stated here. So end up my dad bought E66 (more exp than mine =.=), which he said a SIMPLE one will do. Then i bought N85 coz N95 was strongly disagreed by my bro and dad.

Last time when i get a free phone, i was very excited. New phone wert...but now everything changed. The exciting feelings is no longer with me anymore. Now i have laptop, i have new phone, everything seems good. I just dont know why, maybe buying phones is normal to me as the phones all look the same. Anyway, i have the things that i wanted, just hope to study harder and achieve good grades in my studies (the most important one)..

Nothing last forever

2009-04-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

Nothing last forever..Why do people say things last forever? Things do change, either to better or to worse. I just hope everything can be like last time. When people know each other better, it is not a good thing, they tend to do things in anyway they want without thinking the other's feeling. Is this true? Why cant things just be like how they were? >.<

9th of April !

2009-04-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

Today i went out with him. I was so happy. First of all, when we reached 1u, we went to buy tickets for the movie named "The Shinjuku Incident". We were late, we reached there bout 2.30 or 2.40. It wasnt my fault, neither his. Siapa punya salah? *Secret* Lol. The movie is really scary, sort of 18PL. Maybe it is labelled as 18 PL, it's just that i didnt realise it's 18. So much of violence. I bet when u watch it, u will not want to be a gangster or anything. Anyway, the moral lesson of the movie is money or wealth can make someone forget their aim of living in the world. For those who are poor, bear this in mind, even if u r poor, but at least u lead a happy life (someone might think they dont but only realise that after they lose it). So dun repeat the same mistake as those who had done it. For those who are rich, money is nothing, u might think money is able to solve a lot of things, but there are things that cannot be bought using money. "You come with nothing, you go with nothing". Back to my outing today, so after the movie, we went to play snooker. It is fun, i was so attracted to snooker because of the show called "The King Of Snooker". It's just nice. The main actor is just so yeng even he is old now. After 2 games, we went to arcade, omg..the dun noe what game (dun noe what is it called) is so fun!! LOL. I wanna play again. Everything was perfect, the only thing that we didnt do is take picture, but no worries, sure got chance one =) My next plan is something related to improvement. But i wont tell u what is it bout. I will only tell u guys after i have done it and succeeded (nothing to do with rel). So keep urself updated by reading my blog ya.. =)

Worst Day of All

2009-04-03T13:01:00.004+08:00

Today is my sick-est day. So not well now. Flu, cough, fever and headache all come together. Yesterday my mom called me from australia and asked about my condition, so loving and warm le.. Hehe. But then today i turn worse. Although i like sick, but i dun like sick at the starting of holiday... yeah..now i'm having holiday. Class just ended. So happy. At first i didnt have cough, but after i ate the strepsils, it turns worse. Not only cough, but i lost my voice as well. Totally no sound coming out. Do u know how i felt at that time? So right, yesterday i wanted to ask my maths teachers some questions, then he keep har..har..har.. I have to keep repeating the question when i cant even speak properly. Then my friend laughed at me..>.< Tomorrow is the starting of my holiday, so happy. At first i was so excited because i was told that march intake got no holiday but we have. But then this afternoon my friend's friend told me that they have one week holiday also. Not only that, we still have so much homework and assignments to be done. Is that considered as holiday? So tiring..i guess my eyes need rest the most..ZzZ

Torturing Day

2009-04-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

I really dont know what happened today. This morning when i entered the bus, i only cough and a bit of nose blocked. But after my maths test which was in the first period, my body was like lost of energy. Maybe it was because of the maths test. So tough. Then all of a sudden, one of my very old friend "headache" came to find me. To be honest, i love to be sick. Hehe. Maybe because i seldom get sick, so once i got sick, means very serious kind. After that, another friend of mine called "fever" came to find me also. At that time, i was suffering. In the afternoon i can feel myself floating in the air, the leg not on the ground. The feeling was so terrible. Whenever i want to turn my eyes or move my head, i can feel the pain. It is something like electric shock. Till now, i can feel sore throat is burning. When i'm sick, i feel like being a healthy person. But when i'm too healthy, i want to get sick. Sigh. This is the human's nature, nono..My nature..haha

Today i had two tests. Both also so tough. One of it is maths then the other one is thinking skills. My thinking skills only passed once =.= haha.. I think i understand it, but when i do the question, it is always the opposite way. I think i was cheated ytd. One of my friends, she is going to jpa interview, so she taken her test ytd. So me and my another friend asked her how was the test. She answered very easy de la..Lol. So we thought it is really easy, but when we sit for the test, it is so "EASY". haha. Everyone was stuck at the question number 3. Some ppl wrote all the workings, although some of them got wrong but at least they tried doing it and have some idea in their mind. But for me, i'm totally lost, i only wrote 2-3 lines. But today i'm quite happy lo, because i didnt fail my thinking test..I PASSED!! haha..

Today i didnt even attend the student council meeting and my acc tuition. I hope i can pass my probation. Tomorrow there is another meeting for student council. I must make sure i'll be at there!! Tomorrow at 3 i hv to stand under the hot sun with my sickY condition. Hopefully i can support until the holiday comes. Sounds like i'm going to menghembuskan nafas terakhir..Lol. But even during the holiday, i still have 2 assignments to be done. total 2500 words le..not easy. Somemore got another maths contest on the 7th. Then after holiday, got moral exam already. There is not proper holiday for the A-level students..that is my fate >.<

A Tiring Day

2009-03-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today is really a tiring day. I had my lunch in the class. You know why? This morning bout 9.30, me and shi kay walked to mac centre to collect the book that i bought. Then after that, we ran to ichiban because she wants to collect hers. Then we waited there for quite long because her book was not done yet and i have stuff to be laminated. The guy was like er..er..er.. i kept waiting for his answer (how much is the lamination). We waited bout 5 mins like that. After that, we ran to ac to buy our lunch. Because we were having chem test on the last period. So we planned to eat in class to save time. Then i ran to mac again coz i forgot to buy graph book. After that we ran up to the stairs, 3rd floor. That time was almost exhausted kind. Very tired. >.< This whole week is going to be a busy week. Cant list everything here and not convenient. Just support me..............MENTALLY..

Busy..busy..BUSY!

2009-03-28T19:25:00.004+08:00

I AM SO BUSY!! What am i busying for? Student council, badminton club and posters.. LOL.. Last time i really love doing all this, till now i love it too. But so many things come together, it makes me experience the breathing difficulty!! I know this is necessary if i want to pass my probation. That is why i am still surviving. Lol. Firstly, i have to search for the tools which are needed for the organic camp. Secondly, i need to get the posters done asap for the march intake students' eca day. Thirdly, i need to get the tickets and posters printed (bout 50 sheets) and laminate them and cut them into 8 pieces for the CAL-elebration day. Somemore got testi to be done. >.<

I realised right, i actually spent a lot of money on my course. Seriously i do not know why they need so many books!! Last time i used to go to the bookstore twice a month, or even more often than that. I dont even feel i'm wasting money or what. But now i feel it. Maybe because the books now are expensive. My lecturer finish 1 book in 3 months time. Can u believe it? It is smth like 1 paper 1 book. I have to finish the book that i'm going to buy in another 3 months time. Because we will need to buy BOOKS again for the next semester. 6 months use 2 text books.. It is amazing. I guess that is why it is called A levels. Everything must be A, cannot be B or C.

A levels is pressuring. But if u can overcome it, it is EXCELLENT. When there is no test, it is still ok, but not RELAXING! We still have plenty of tutorials and assignments to be done. But when there are TESTS, i will die.. Not die la, will be overstressed. Because when there is test, all the tests will come together. When we are lucky, the tests will be on different day, but still on the same week. If we are unlucky, then everything cramp into one day. How kesian. But i believe i will be fine soon. I will be fine and overcome this very soon. =)

Local or Overseas?

2009-03-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

Another problem comes.. I just realised that i hv to decide which university i am going in the near future. Overseas or local? I really hope i can go overseas, not only because of their facilities and technology. It is like a totally new environment, so freshy.. lol.. But it depends on the budget also. Most importantly, my mom scares she will lose me if i study acturial science or smth which is more developed in other countries because most of the people will not want to come back to malaysia after working in the overseas.

Actually i can apply scholarships to support my tuition fees and living cost if i really want to go overseas. But my results so teruk, what am i suppose to do?! Everyone is saying SPM is nothing. Most importantly is your pre u results. People will still want to see your SPM results although the important one is your pre u results. They will want to know whether your results is consistent etc. Sigh.. it is not easy.. I regretted for not doing well.

I have walked past 1 quarter of my life, there is no way i can start my life all over again. Everyone must be until certain age only will think in a mature way. When we used to be a child, our parents will be keep nagging and say is for our own good, but we seldom take it seriously. Till now, after we grown up, as we look back, we will laugh at all the silly stuff we had done. Why were we so stupid? Why were we so sad over a small matter? When i was a child, i want to grow up to be an adult asap, dressed myself like an adult, act like an adult. But now, i really hope i can be a baby, start all over again. The kids now are really uncontrollable, or maybe because the generations are getting smarter and smarter. Sigh

Helpless..

2009-03-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

I realised i am really very teruk in computing, that is why i can never study computing. Keep struggling over this blog.. FINALLY i know how to separate them into paragraphs.. So helpless.. @.@

Unbelievable!!

2009-03-27T23:17:00.005+08:00

You know what? i didnt get 0 for my ACCOUNTS!! But obviously, i failed..=.= Guess how much i got? It is not something to be proud of la..but of course i will feel happy wert..no 0 in my life YET..haha..i wont let it happen too.. My accounts lecturer told me that it is hard to get 0 for accounts, in another word, impossible, unless u didnt do or u totally do not hv any knowledge in accounts. So now i'm working very hard in my accounts.

Next thing is i want to buy a new phone!! But i dont know which phone to buy and limited budget le. N85 or N95? Give me some suggestions. My mom told me not to buy N series. But if i dont buy N series i cant think of anything else. >.<

2009-03-27T22:41:00.004+08:00

Today i missed my college to pass up the remark form to the school. i admit that government service is lousy, i mean for most of them. But of course, there are still some of them which is hardworking, committed and kind. The one that i am saying is miss wong. I really want to thank her. This morning bout 7.20 i reached my secondary school, i saw her and pn.ang in the office. i wanted to ask pn.ang to certify my results in order to get it remark. At that moment, i was really unhappy and unsatisfied over her attitude. She was like so unwilling to just sign on 2 pieces of paper. But for miss wong, she volunteered to help me. Not only that, i photostated a few copies of my results just in case i need it in the future. I dont mean to let her sign everything but only 2 pieces which are required by the lembaga. But she signed everything for me. So kind of her. Miss wong used to be my science teacher when i was in form 3. I guess she is the most helpful teacher i ever met in my secondary school.

2009-03-23T07:58:00.005+08:00

so long nvr post blog ady.. i guess some of u might be missing my blog =.= lol. last friday i just had my accounting test. guess how was it? SUX!! the first time getting zero.. 0 u know..makan telur.. lol.. although i havent got back my results, but the result is predictable. so damn kesian. the first telur in my life, the black spot in my life. lol..

anyway, today i'm lucky, i guess so? coz today when i reached college, my friend told me that we dun hv physics lab hours. although i like lab hours, but ofcoz everyone will prefer WBS right? somemore today is the march intake students' orientation day. so taylors college is kinda meriah today. guess what? today is also sunway college's orientation day for the march intake students. someone is smiling and hoping for smth now.. i hope he get what he hoped for and be the luckiest guy for today.. lol. those who know who he is then it's him lo.

i know someone will be reading my updated blog one day, i mean soon..so i want to take this opportunity to tell her smth, not from someone else's mouth (after adding smth not true which can lead to misunderstandings and make things worse). let me tell u a story first, last time in primary school, i hv 2 best friends. ya i know, best is only for one, but they r the best friends i ever met, except for yee ping and lee keng (they r secondary level best friends) lol. so..my best friends named ting san and joanna. ting san is a very good student, last time she is, but now not that sure, coz it has been a very long time i nvr seen her. last time we used to talk on the phone. but me and ting san wasnt that close. i was closer to joanna. we talked on the phone everyday for hours till my mom complain bout the phone bill. but that was my happiest moment, we shared everything, we even hv the same interests, that is why we were so close and happy to be together. but not longer ago, i met her. u guess what? that was the most hurtful moment. i saw her smoking. she is no longer the joanna i met last time. i wonder why she will be that naughty, in the sense that she doesnt want to sayang herself. stress? influenced by friends? or family prob? i dun noe. sigh.. i know everyone will chg, no matter worsen or better. but i dun expect that from her. she was once so good gal, results not that bad also, average. but now, i feel so disappointed. at the moment i saw her smoking, i hope she is not the friend that i respect. she was ENJOYING her cigrattes.. yeah..enjoying..conclusion, human's relationship is fragile. it can be broken easily. everyone used to say it depends on the bond, but it's not. thr r other factors that affecting the rel.

here, i wanna say smth to my ex- best friend. this isnt to hurt u. just hope u can understand. i dun want u to know from someone else and think on ur own. so i will make everything clear here. firstly, from the starting, the one i saw isnt the current u. u chged since the day we got closer. maybe as everyone got closer, they dare to say/do smth that they nvr dare to do so in the past. if is not that over, still fine. a lot of ppl might not be able to judge their own actions, whether it's over or still fine. secondly, u r always not punctual. let say, when we promised to meet up at 10, u can nvr be thr at 10 or earlier. u will oni be later than the time given. so when i ajak u, i hv to take in count the time u will be late. if it's not too over, ppl can tolerate with it. but if too over and make it too often, ppl will dislike it. thirdly, when u r given a task, u shud complete it in time, or complete it without any unwillingness. for example, if u hold a position in class or clubs or in anywhere, u shud be responsible for it, not to complain too much work etc. in addition, u dun hv ur own pendirian, everything following other ppl's will. according to someone, it is called to create the peace. but that is not the way. there are things u need to hv ur own opinion and insist that if u think it's right, but not those too wrong one la. i guess u can judge urself. actually all these arent to criticize u, it's for u to realise and correct it. it will be useful for u to work in the society in the near future. if i said it too over, or expressed it in a bad way, i would like to apologize. but i hope u can think bout it, the examples that really happened in real life u think bout it urself lo. u wouldnt want me to mention it here also right? lol. everyone has weaknesses and their strengths. but all these are the basic things u hv to chg. at first i tot of accepting ur nature (someone told me that =.=), but another person told me friends shudnt be like that, must be honest to each other, or help them up with their weaknesses. i was told i hv a lot of weaknesses also, and i know it isnt that easy to accept the truth. lol. but ofcoz when u want to criticize or say out someone's weaknesses, what i think is u must do it first be4 u r qualified to say someone else when u r making the same mistake also. so yeah..the one who always criticize me, think bout it also. and as i said, u must give chance for that person to chg. i hope u dun get too sad reading all this. it is not easy for me to type it out too =.=

so next thing i want to talk bout is now i'm like the poet who wrote "the road not taken". i am now studying phy, chem, maths and accounting. at first i wanted to take bio, coz i love bio and it is interesting, the career field is wide as well. but i guess it's tough for me, coz i always get C in exams, but mana tau i got A1 in spm. so i went to see mrs mary ng, our programme director. she said i cant take bio anymore, coz i missed so MANY practicals. i wont be able to catch up with it. bio was my first choice, my 2nd choice was further maths. according to zhen ming, it is all bout applying what u hv learnt onto the q and solve it. so that time when i came to taylors to register, one of the ADP (american degree transfer) said it's hard and everyone is studying that. so i dun noe whether i shud take it or not. end up, my mom told me to choose accounting, coz it is in demand. but now, i realised accounting isnt the field i want to enrol in next time and it is not suitable for me too. i cant even cope up with it. my bro who is currently studying ACCA, told me that is the very basic in accounting. =.= i cant even do well in it. but luckily, superman appeared and saved me. not saved..is saving half way. lol but he cant be spending so much time on that also coz he is not taking accounting. so it is just a waste of time for him. so now i hv to look for the further maths lecturer in taylors college and seek for their opinion. anyway, i hv been posting blog for an hour =.= so i hv to catch up with my studies now..SEE YA..post again when i'm free